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2007-04-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

JOANNA: Hello, jojo! I miss you man! Hahahah! Thanks thanks.Nvm, i'll change the song soon. Hehh. Keep in touch!

Kay, decided to move to LJ. Will update the links soon. (:
Till then!

Y

2007-04-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

Kiran: Welcome &thanks! (:
LP: Haha, not sad lah. It just sounded sad.
Rafff: Haha, thanks! Hahahah.
Fifah: Thanks! =D Same wishese goes to you&Gerald!

Fourth April

A short update here. Haha, nothing much to update. But, im going to collect my pay check. Maybe today is called the slacking day. Haha, Joanna just msged asking me to slack with her. Then, Kevin called asking for the same thing. Lol. &today, i don't feel lyk slacking. Heh. I just created a LiveJournal account. &maybe i'll be moving there. Haha, see first lah. Yah, gtg. =D

2007-03-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

LP: Haha, yalah. (:

31MARCH '07

Yesterday, 30th of March, Me; Kiran; Nurul &Sunarto went to KAD's concert. (: First, i went to band. Saw Aryanti; Valerie; Kevin &Hafiz. Followed by Florence &Alice. Crapped in the store room while the band practised in the hall. Affianah gave me the tickets for SYF. Not sure whether i can attend or not since its on the first day of my orientation. I want to see them play! But mother said its either orientation or don't go for both. -_- DAMN. Lol. So, the band was okay. Sure they can make it lah. Must have confidence.

Then, went off to TP. Stop one bustop earlier. &had to walk all the way to the other end. Lol. Found the auditorium. Kiran &Nurul was lyk 'KADRI' & 'ey, I saw Kadri!' all the way. Hmphf. My pride dropped for one minute. Haha. Saw Asmah, sat down &saw KAD. =D Haha.

Get to talk to KAD during intermission.Y Haha.

Then, there's this song. 'Just the way you are' or smth. KAD was so damn sweeeeet to pass a card to Kiran during intermission to pass it to me during the song. I was really really touched to the max. YYY

Get to pass him the flower &the chocolate. Tho only can talk to him just for awhile, the night was worth it. (: Accompanied with my best bro, kiran (who have the thickest skin on the face of the planet), nurul &sunarto! I was in THE mood. So i treat them all MacD. &headed home. Msged KAD. Didn't get any reply till now. But, it's okay. Since he's in camp now. I'll just use our telepathy &send him a tkcr msg. Y

I've got difficulty sleeping yesterday! Don't ask me why. Lol. I slept at around 4plus in the morning &woke up at around twelve. Im still sleepy &i've got work at FivePM today. Damn shyte. Im still tired from the lack of sleep. &im meeting Fifah&Hong early before work to crap. It's been long since we three crap lyk hell. Heh. Till then. :) Photos below.

Above: Sunarto; Nurul; Aqidah; Kiran.

Above: Sunarto; Nurul; Aqidah; Kiran. (:

Above: Kiran. Thickest skin on the face of the planet.

Above: KAD! Y

Above: Aqidah; Kadri. (: Y

Above: Us, at MacD. (: Y

Above: The card KAD gave to me during the song. (: YYY

Enjoy, pple! Have a great weekend! Y

2007-03-26T04:50:00.000-07:00

Nobody: Okay, see you then. (:

26 MARCH '05

Went to meet LP first before going band with Fifah. Band's doing great. Im pretty sure they can do it. Yah. (: WAH. Alot of pple say i grew fat sey. damnit. Maybe i'll start eating lesser &work-out or something. ~~Maybe.~~ Haha. So, after band sat in the canteen &think of our secondary 4 days.

Afifah: Remember that time, we always enter the school by that gate?.
Me: Haha, yah! Ey, no. I don't enter school by that gate. I always come late what. So enter the main gate.
Afifah: Haha, self admit ah. Yalah you. Every morning won't expect to see you during assembly. Always standing infront of Band Room or running after singing National Anthem.
ME: Hehe. Yah. &i'll be praying MrChin won't come to see the late comers. His punishment is tough man.

Heh. Remember the times in MT class. Once, in Computer Lab.

Me &Afifah were so damn bored. &we talk by typing in Microsoft Word.

MrAsmadi: What are you two doing? Go sit infront. You two ah. Like buy 1 get 1 free (Or sometimes he will call us Siamese twin. Lol).Sit infront &drink Soya bean! (He always buy for us Soya Bean. He said its gd for the brain. =D)

&Practise for MT oral.

MrAsmadi: Afifah, you are very touchy ah. Okay go &call aqidah in.
Afifah: AQIDAH! Cannot..
MrAsmadi: Dont influence Aqidah!
Me: Influenced alrd.

Yada yada yada.

MrAsmadi: Must elaborate your ans &dont shake your leg.
Me: Haha, okay.
MrAsmadi: You can stop shaking your leg now.
Me: Oh! Haha.

&&Sakun ate the tomato for Bio practical. Lol!

Overall, i had a great time during secondary school. Yes, i did.

The drink stall auntie gave me &afifah free oreo after buying her drink! YUM! Heh.

I had fun talking with KAD again yesterday! HAHAHAH~ KAD, long enuff not?. =D Y

2007-03-24T23:44:00.000-07:00

Twenty-Five March.

Job scedule is confirmed. Hong is still as crazy. Lol. Friday might be going band to give Nurul books (SHYAQ, if you're reading this, tell me when you wna pass my MT file okay. Wna gv it to Nurul) &see section members! Haha. Syf is getting near. Im sure they can make it. I still remember the SYF i took part in '05. The nerve-wrecking results, the joy, smiles&laughter, the cries, the hugs, the congrats wishes, the Seoul Garden treat, the Karaoke sessions with Sec4s &the peaceful night sleep. (:

Above: Me; Chitra; Liping. At Seoul Garden after SYF. (:

Listening to Asyln- That's When I Love You.
This is the Chorus. (:

So here's my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Cause that's when I Y you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I Y

The more my heart cant get enough

That's when I Y u

When I Y u

No matter what.

2007-03-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

Nobody: Oh, go lah.Had to go to get our matriculation card what.Anw, how's the movie marathon.? Haha.

I had fun talking chinese with KAD yesterday! Haha. SOOOOO cute. =D Kay, nothing much to update. Here's some survey I did to kill boredom.

Anw, i don't go down the stairs from sixth storey to first storey all by myself at such a young age. I only threw clothes out of my twelve storey flat imagining it as an aeroplane. ;) Ryt, KAD.? =D

1. Hi, my name is..
Nur Aqidah Latif.(:

2. Never in my life have I..
Bungee jump. Haha.

3. The one person who can drive me nuts is..
Alot of pple, actually. Haha.

4. High school..
Bartley Secondary.

5. When I'm nervous..
I keep quiet. Mayb play with my hands.

6. The last time I cried was..
I forgt when. Haha.

7. If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be..
Maid of honor?. What's that. Haha.

8. My hair is..
Short.

9. When I was 5..
I was a very quiet little girl. Still sleep walking. Haha. ;D

10. Last Christmas..
I forgt what happened. Lol.

11. I should be..
Sleeping! Haha.

12. When I look down I see..
The floor. My leg. Lol.

13. The happiest recent event was..
Kad.(:

14. If I were a character on 'Friends'I'd be..
Dono. Haha.

15. By this time next year..-
I'll be slacking I think. Haha. YAY!

16. My current BOYRIEND..
KAD.(:

17. I have a hard time understanding..
Complicated stuff. Heh.

18. There's this guy I know that..
is sleeping now. Haha. I think lah.

19.1739+1326-242+89..
2912.

20. If I won an award, the first personI would tell would be..
Parents. Lol.

21. Take my advice..
There's more to life than anything you're worrying now. (:

22. Something that I really want to buy is..
Hmm, not sure.

23. If you visited the place I was born..
I'll see doctors; nurses; patients. Haha.

24. I plan to visit..
Anywhere would do.

25. If you spend the night at my house..
We'll slack til the break of dawn. Haha.

26. I'd stop my wedding if..
Something important happened.

28. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than..
I won't lick the belly of a cockroach! YUCK. No matter what happens.

29. Most recent thing I've bought myself..
Chocolate; crackers; grapes. (: YUM!

30. Most recent thing someone else bought me..
Chocolates &a ring. :)

31. My favorite blonde(s) is:
Avril Lavigne.

32. My favorite brunette is..
Dono. Lol.

33. My favorite redhead is..
Dono. Lol

34. My middle name is..
I don't have one.

35. This morning I..
Was sleeping. Haha

36. The animals I would like to see fly besides birds are..
Penguins! =D

37. Once, at a bar..
Never been to one.

38. Last night I was..
talking &laughing. =D

39. There's this girl I know who..
Wants to sleep. (ME) haha.

40. I don't know why..
Im doing this.

41. A better name for me would be..
I Y my present name.

42. Tomorrow I am..
Slacking again! YAY!

43. Tonight I am..
Doing the same thing as usual nights.

44. My birthday is..
Twenty-Six May.

2007-03-22T23:26:00.000-07:00

Kiran: Okay, cheepo. Haha. ;D

Went to the medical thingy. DAMN. It was so damn packed lah. Reached there at about 0815. But my queue number is 48! I wonder what time did the first person reach there. Been months since I woke up at six in the morning. Heh. But the feeling very nice lah. Haha. So, took 87 then 222. The clinic name is SATA or smth. Lol. Yah. Have I mention that its damn packed.? &pple are all over the place. One girl was being damn friendly with me. Asked me questions &stuff. But today I don't feel friendly at all. So, in the end. That girl knew what's my secondary school is, my course, my points etc. While I know nuts about her. But,I know she's in TP &got 17points(I knew this cos she told me.) I refused to ask but to just answer questions. &trying hard to be friendly by smiling. My act of unfriendly-ness is maybe due to long queues &cos i have to come back there AGAIN on tuesday to do urine test. Hmphf. Very bad timing. ARGH. Very sway lah. Bought chocos. Eat that later to re-gain my energy. Next week is going to be a damn busy week.

Monday going TP to personally give the enrolment thingy. &i've got my job schedule alrd. Its on wednesday; saturday; sunday.

2007-03-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Kiran: Haha, thanks! =D Haha, by fall out boy. =D Nice ah. Haha.

Nobody: Haha, okay! TPSU pe bende uh?.

Saras: Hello, babe! =D

Kadri: Haha, you also nvr update! Haha. Update alrd.

(For full view, click on it. =D)

Haha. =D Kay. Life's good. Haha. Someone dreamt of me ey! &Coincidently i dreamt of him too. &&its been raining lately. Haha. Just receive the enrolment thingy. Had to go check up &all. Lol. Troublesome uh. Got to go the checkup early in the morning tml. Damn. ;D

2007-03-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

Aqmar: Hello, mateen's girlfriend! =D Haha.
Kiran: Thanks, bro! =D

Going to my nephew's burfday party! =D Bought him a Ferrari car controller thingy. Looks nice. Hope can try it one day. ;D Haha.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND PPLE~! =D Y

2007-03-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

LP: ahhaha, you also what! =D
Nobody: ahha! Arse. One day i'll hack inside your laptop&delete it away!

This week has been a busy week for me. Haha. I've enjoyed all of them lah. I'll let the photos do the talking. (: ENJOY!

(Above) The Braziliano Praia i bought with my first pay.

ELEVENTH OF MARCH!

(Above) Clockwise: Aqidah; Afifah; Hafiz: Shyaqirin.

(Above) In chalet.(:

(Above) In chalet PLUS shyaq's hand. -_-

(Above) Background: Debal. Foreground: Hareez.

(Above) BBQ time!

(Above) They're my parents!

(Above) Leg-IES!

(Above) My family! Elder bro (suppose to be younger bro!) PLUS parents!

(Above) Setting up the fire.

(Above) Clockwise: Aqidah; Debal; Azlan; Gerald; Afifah; Syafiq; Hafiz.

FOURTEENTH OF MARCH!

(Above) Aqidah; Kadri. (:

(Above) 14.03.07 =D

(Above) Haha, its been a sunny day.

(Above) US! (: Y

FIFTEENTH OF MARCH!

(Above) Kad; Aqidah; Kiran(act cute!)

(Above) US! again. Kiran still acting cute. -_-

(Above) US! at the jetty.

(Above) Lovely rainbow! Taken at Kad's aunt house at m'sia.

Been a blast! Next week Im starting work. Whoohoo~

2007-03-13T00:41:00.000-07:00

Nobody: Haha, yah. I know. Its your idea! Until Ckg Asmadi asked you to change place. Haha! You are a stalker what. Haha. &shaddup lor. It will grow lah. Haha.
LP: Haha, poor thing. Someone gt migrain.
Kiran: Miss you too, bro! =D

THIRTEENTH of MARCH.

Yest, chalet was fine. The boys were crapping all the way. LOL. As usual. Took pictures, but i'll update it later lah. Today, dont really have the mood. Mayb cos i didnt get enough sleep. Haha. Hope the mood will change by late afternoon. Lol. I need to eat chocolates. &Congrats to fifo! =D So happy for you! All the best okay! &also my primary 1 & 2 bestfriend found me in friendster!! AHHHH!!! Im lyk damn happy lah! Cos its been 98251505078515212 years since we met/talk. I only found her cousin, Raihan who's schooling in Bedok North. But she kinda forgt me alrd. Haha! Its okay lah. Thank god my friend didnt forgt me. =D

Thinking of sleeping after this. Haha.
Maybe lah.

2007-03-10T01:08:00.000-08:00

Nobody: Crapping during MT class is not my idea! Its yours!! Idiot. Hah. Wahlao. I don't think i can find out! Its private no.!
Ria: Ey, Hello! Okay. Link you up soon!
Hehe: Okay, when im free i help you see okay. :) sure.
Faryza*: Haha, i think we got the wrong timing. Msged you at friendster alrd. :)
Chanel: Haha, yah!! Its not yesterday lah, thursday. &Crapping in the Mrt was fun. 'How's lyfe in US.?'

Nothing much to update. Lol. Will update soon. Till then, tkcr &enjoy!

2007-03-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

Hehe: Msged.
Nobody: Haha, i noe. cos you're very lame! Ntah! Mcm sway gitu ey. Klu dpt same class, nanti jd cam MT lesson; crap all the way. Lol.

SEVENTH OF MARCH. (:

Hello! (: Went to Heartland Mall today with mother. Bought pants &ate pizza hut. Damn nice ah, the feeling. Haha. Must enjoy my lyfe before starting work again. Arghh! Haha. &tml Kad is coming home. YAY. Y Hope he&his Gmother are doing great. Will be slacking &slacking &watching teevee. Maybe im going out again, tml. But haven't yet confirm. =D

Fo, i'll be praying for you. ;D

Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out of the lifeline
Just in the nick of time

(Brian Mcknight- Back at One)

2007-03-05T22:04:00.000-08:00

Hehe: Haha, very welcome. :) &okay.
Nobody: Haha, very lame ah! i don't like too many dots lah! looks lyk ants siah. Heh. &im not a MINAH! you MAT! -_-
Kiran: Haha, plan carefully! =D
Kad: =D

SIXTH OF MARCH (:

HAPPY BURFDAY TO MY FATHER! (:

Received calls from Afifah in the morning, waking me up. Haha. Get to the choice of course that i wanted! YES. :) Afifah came to my house to upload some songs& we headed to band. Improve alot. So proud of them. Bought some chocolates for the section. (: Headed home &i felt so damn sleepy today. Haha. Got nothing much to update, actually. Days been fine. &nights been lonely. Heh. I'll be imagining the stars again tonight! (:

2007-03-04T22:19:00.000-08:00

Kiran: Haha, Lol.
Hehe: Haha, you ahh. Lol. Okay.
Nobody: Haha, thanks anw. (: OH yah. Erm, tuesday. Not sure the place. Msg you when confirmed.
Kad: I'm not stubborn ey. (: You take care too! Checked! Y

FIFTH MARCH. (:

Yesterday dinner was uber fun! Ate alot. Total was eighty plus dollars spent. But its all worth it. Since, all of my family members looked happy yesterday night! (: When it was about time to park the car, father let brother take the driver's seat. Me&mother was like 'AHHH'. Haha, especially when he's driving the car up to the multi-storey carpark. Luckily he drove very slowly. Anw, he passed his theory test alrd. &he learnt how to drive alrd. Only, he haven learn how to park cars. Not bad.

Today i woke up at twelve plus. Ate lunch &came online. Coincidentally, Kad came online too at the same tyme too! (: Im chatting with him now. Glad to know Kad&his grandmother is doing fine. Today, i won't be doing anything much. Should be slacking cum watch teevee. &as usual, at night i will be imagining the sky full of stars. Just like Kad. Heh.

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back, I guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain, to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And i'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

2007-03-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

Hehe: haha. okay. just go to http://cbox.ws/admin.php &login. haha. the rest of the steps, im sure you'll know.

FOURTH OF MARCH. (:

Woke up at seven plus &msg kad. (: He went m'sia today to visit his grandmother. Just pray that she'll get better &hope that his journey to & fro will be safe. (:

Then went to hgmall, borrowed books& a comic! (: Bought father's burfday pressie. &i bought a watch for myself. YAY-NESS. Haha. When going home, it rained very heavily. So, mother&me had to walk underground using the MRT way. Reached home &found that we forgt to bring the clothes in before going out. Haha. So, now im here. Updating my blog after chatting with him at MSN. Kad,you very stubborn ey. Ish. *Shakes head*. Haha.

Will be going to Newton to treat my family dinner later. YAY-NESS. Im msging nurul now. &i really cant wait to visit band soon! (: Miss everyone there. Much loves. Y

I'll be imagining this tonight. I know this looks fake. Hahs, i can't see the sky from my house. First floor, mind you. (:

Sugar we're going down swinging. =D

2007-03-01T22:12:00.000-08:00

Hehe: haha, okay. but at least you tell me who you are?. i wont go spreading about your blog.(:
C.h.e.s.e: hello SHAUN! haha, yah. its been centuries. :) how're you.?
Shen: hello. :) you are?.
Nobody: haha. hello shyaq! so good to see you yesterday. heh. &you're forever bored siah. Lol.

while working, there's alot of things happen. haha. go to afifah i lazy go type. (:

Enjoy!

2007-02-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

Kiran: :) HEY, im fine, as always.how about you.?life's fine.?

HAPPY BURFDAY JOANNA LIM HUI SHAN! (:

you've been greatly missed!

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
So swiftly flown away
And now I'm standing here
My heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say
There can be miracles when you believe.

2007-02-26T00:54:00.000-08:00

Kiran: haha.very sweet escape uh.Hello! how're you?.im fine, anw. :)
Hehe: haha, are you saras?.come online &i'll tell you lah.you ah,so secretive for what. heh. :)
Chanel: haha! tagged you too! :) life's good. how's yours.?slacking all the way uh?.miss you too!tkcr! :)
Liping: haha.Yah, nice song. :) duh~totally!

YAY! :) im slacking.

Enjoy! :)

2007-02-20T20:06:00.000-08:00

Char: haha, thanks. congrats on your results too! (: omg charlotte. when you online, i send you the song okay.? haha. but meantime, you can come often yah. =D heh.
Hehe: aahha. sure. who are you.?
Faryza*: Hello! haha. i've been doing fine lately. how about you.? haha. yalah. very long, in fact. sad case. :( heh, sure sure. i'll tell you. tell me too, okay! keep in touch!
Kiran: why you going off so soon.? haven finish bullying you! :(
Fifah: haha, not doubting. confirming.

work has been fine. heh. a few pple asked whether we're selling alcohol. HELLO. can't see the 'halal' sign izit?. &i've got a few days to slack. YAY-ness. Life's been damn mundane. i've been eating, working, sleeping. &it goes on lyk forever.

If I could escape&re-create a place in my own world
&I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?

2007-02-18T00:16:00.000-08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

2007-02-16T20:42:00.000-08:00

mr i. : ey, haha. i've not been spying on you. haha, yah. thanks to you. helped us tho it was so last minute. :)

fifah: haha. cos of the specs ryt. haha.

joanna: i miss you too! tkcr! :) see you soon!

kiran: happy vday to you too! :)

lp: LIPING! haha. okay! we meet up soon. im quitting at the end of next week.

.:GEMINI:.

Does Twosomes

Nice. (heh. see. im nice.)
Love is one of a kind. (uh-huh.)
Great listeners. (HAHA!)
Very good in bed. (duh~ i sleep lyk a log.)
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. (i spread love&peace ONLY.)
Trustworthy. (uh-huh.)
Always happy. (live life to be happy!)
Loud. (depends lah.hah.)
Talkative. (depends with who also.haha)
Outgoing. (haha, depends whether im lazy or not.)
Very forgiving. (depends who.)
Loves to make out. (??!?)
Has a beautiful smile. (no. LOL)
Generous. (ahha, mayb.?)
Strong. (haah,yah ryt.)
Ultra sexy. (go figure. lol)
THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. (thanks! haha! =D)

i still don't believe this stuff. don't tell me all geminians have the same personality. that'll be boring. -_- anw, credits to those who created this.

2007-02-11T23:38:00.000-08:00

kiran: haha, thanks. (: &welcome. haha.
kadri: haha, yes. its nicer than yours. since yours is red. haha.

Been busy working this few days. haha. anw, the result is good. (: was shocked about it. hope can get thru the course i want. *pray hard. heh.

thanks to all the chers who helped me. esp Ms Li for being patient while teaching me maths. lol. until i get a B3. unlike D7/ E8 that i usually get. (: to those who made it, CONGRATS! to those who don't, just noe that you've done your best okay.

&i've got a new phone! yes ah. N73.

2007-02-06T01:01:00.000-08:00

lp: haha. thanks. :)

confirm. results is on friday. 9th FEb. damn. im thinking of going bonkers soon. on second thought, maybe i should stay sane till the results. so as not to complicate stuff further. hah.
my current obsession is the goo goo dolls. (: don't ask me why. but i just like them, okay! haha. &i miss band again. on a brighter note, i'll be going to school to get the results cum visit band. YAY! i wonder if i still fit the school uni. lol.

here's some pictures. taken before passing out parade. (: &a picture during the band concert.

(above: fifah; nurul; qidah) ps: im in my own world.

(above: nurul; afifah; aqidah) pss: we love molesting afifah.heh.

(above: nurul; aqidah; afifah) psss: here's a proper one. mwacks!

(above: liping; aqidah) pssss: don't mind the girl behind with the mouth wide open. steal the spotlight only.

*i didn't know pple's breathing can be so cute until yesterday.hah. (:

till then. Y

2007-02-05T03:05:00.000-08:00

kiran: haha, yalah. scary siah. ey, all the best ah. :)
liping: haha, okay lah. cos got Fo;Hong what. so, not that boring. :) how's your job.?

got a few days off. YAY-ness. time to slack! haha.
&the results is less than a week away. gosh. this is depressing.heh.

all the best, pple!

2007-02-02T06:42:00.000-08:00

C.H.E.S.E: yo back! =D
LIP: haha, not bad ah. all the best! =D
NIC: haha, its not over confident lah. its confident only. snakey.

Band concert overall is okay. got mistakes here&there. im sure they'll work it out soon. so, all the best pple&work hard! =D kadri came late, but its okay. cos we four(me;kadri;fo;gerald) still got spend some time together. ps:thanks for the dinner, kad. =D haha. it was windy. but unfortunately,there's no stars. (boo) took a picture. well, spending time with him is priceless lah. &i went home happily. heh. pss: kad, i wont forgt about the escalator incident. heh. damn funny.

First day of work. kinda okay lah. with someone familiar(chorhong) coaching. know how to set the table all that. wasnt that bored since fo is working with me. knocked off at around ten plus plus. Second day of work. morning with chorhong. debal&nirmal came to play bball with him. lol. night with other staffs. but okay lah. learn to take orders all. tiring. knocked off at around ten plus.

&i've got work tml.heh.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me, so I die happy.
Y

2007-01-29T23:58:00.000-08:00

NIC: haha, confident ahh. like always.

EMO-STUFF: haha, kiran's lame too! who's gigolo anw.?

LIP: HAHAHAHAHA! hello, liping! whoah! thanks ah. =D &HELLO LIPING! heh. duh~ totally!

heh. =D &im starting work tml. no more slacking. boo~
&olevel results is like in 6days (5feb).
AHHHHHH~
im gonna have trouble sleeping. go figure~

im gonna stay at home &grow fat. cos kadri says he wna grow fat with me. YAY-ness! Y

2007-01-26T06:50:00.000-08:00

EMO-STUFF: i really feel lyke eating you up siah. flood my tagboard. basket. HAHA, serve you right. HMPHF!

C.H.E.S.E: you ahh. support him somemore! -_-

LIP: i thought you're helping me siah. anw, thanks. i know im sweeet. =D haha.

'don't be afraid to show that you're beautiful, like a rainbow.'

gt this phrase of a theme song from a dove advertisement. something about girls with low self-esteem fund. not bad uhh. but really lah. i think everyone is attractive in their own way. so, loosen up babes. &love yourself. hehe.

im spreading Y here! =D

2007-01-25T01:13:00.002-08:00

01. Ur name = aqidah(:
02. Hobbies = alot lah. hah.
03. Gender = F
04. School /work = school
05. Height = 166/167.
06. Horoscope = gemini
08. Address = hougang.
09. Email = aquidsu@hotmail
10. Hair colour = black.
11. Eye colour = black
12. Skin colour = fair.?
13. Right or left handed = righty.
14. Status = Single
15. Siblings= 1
16. Last 5 digit of your mobileno= 30416
17. When's your Birthday = 26MAY
18. Age = sixteen plus.
19. Shio = LOL!?
20. Religion = islam.

[[ have you.. ]]
21. Tried smoking = no.
22. Drink alcohol = no.
23. Been hurt emotionally = hah.
24. Kept a secret from anyone = duh. haha.
25. Been on stage = haha, yes.
26. Color= Black, blue.

[[ favorites ]]
27. Food = Anything nice.
28. Town = town.?
29. Number/s = fourteen.
30. Cartoons = any. lol
33. Movie = any.
34. Subject = any. LOL.

[[ right now.. ]]
36. Wearing = tee; shorts.
37. Hairstyle = ponytail.
38. Looking for = no one.?
40. Listening to = music.

[ do u believe in.. ]]
41. Love = yah
42. Faith = yah
43. Yourself = yah
44. Ghosts = not so.
45. Angels = yah.

[[ in the last 24 hours.. ]]
46. Worn jeans = no.
47. Cleaned your room = no. haha.
48. Cried = no
49. Met someone new = no
50. Last person U talk to on the phone= chor hong. lol.

[[ love life ]]
51. Do you believe in love?= yah
52. Have a secret admirer = whoah, no.
53. Do you wanna get married = haha. lol. see ah.
55. How old you wanna be when you get married = how'd i noe.
57. How many kids do you want = i want twins! ;D
58. Would you have kids before marriage = haha! no.
59. Do you have a CRUSH?= wahh....
61. Pink or Black = Black.
63. Summer or winter = Winter.
64. Sunny or rainy = Rainy.
65. chocolate or vanilla = chocolate.
66. Hanging out or chillin= hanging out. lol.
67. Music or TV = both.
68. Hamburger or Pizza = pizza.
69. Smile or Laughing = both.
70. Sleeping or eating = eating. =D
71. Mc Donald's or KFC = both.
72. silver or gold = silver.
73. Sunset or sunrise = Sunset.
74. On phone or in person= depends.
75. Diamonds or Pearls = none.
76. Adidas or puma = Adidas.
77. Band members or models =bandmembers
78. Local or international Artist= both.
79. sneakers or boots = sneakers.
80. Jack Daniel's or Chivas Regal= lol. none.
81. Dunhill or Marlboro = none. lol.
82. clubbing or live music = livemusic.
83. Johnny Depp or Brad Pitt = errr, johnny depp.
84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson= angelina
85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy= Epic.
87. BMW or ferarri= ferarri.
88. incubus or maroon 5 = Incubus.
90. long haired or bald = bald. haha!
91. pop or rock = both.
92. beach or mountain = both
95. nokia or ericsson = nokia
96. 311 or hoobastank = hoobastank.
97. Asia or America = Asia.
98. tattoo or piercing = piercing.
100.asking or answering = asking.

DONE ! YAY-ness. haha.

im chatting with kadri now! YAY! =D Y

2007-01-23T21:55:00.000-08:00

FIFO: haha. they all ahhh.... STALK ME!!!! haha. cey, mcm fhm jek. so how's lyfe.? lol.

KADRI: haha, okay lah. (: settle alrd. haha.

EMO-STUFF: haha, my prob arh wna reply where. emo-stuff better lah. disgusting siah you. i feel lyk killing you, yesterday. tell me about 'zhenya' half way. tell me what happen lehh...

NOBODY: haha, you really talk lyk pyscho sey. ey, friday coming to school.?

LIP: haha! anyhow. you also gt that same amount of money sey. ey, rmbr yesterday.? "duh, totally!". they sounded lyke gays.

yay, can say that conductor's staying. =D omg, i stopped breathing when he scolded pple. can see he's trying not to lose him temper. damn. but, i guess everyone's improving &friday would be their last practise.

yesterday, after band went to eat with LP, hafiz, kevin, syazni, derrick, rohaizad. derrick is always so lame. -_- after that, went off to basketball court to play. played a match with them. &i don't even noe what's the score. haha. played monkey after that. so fun siah. esp since i only get to be the monkey once. ;D thanks to hafiz cos he saved me from becoming the monkey the second tyme. haha. then saw irene. my sec1 band major. then headed home. (:

&of cos, with kadri accompanying me. so sweeeet riteeee. Y

break a leg, pple! & i mean literally.

2007-01-22T20:51:00.000-08:00

EMO-STUFF: you're not suppose to sing here. computer screens will break. ish. &haha! you dare to forget shyaq.? your a dead monkey. ;D haha.

NOBODY: ey, relax uh. wna kill also pergi jauh2. i don't entertain bloods here. haha.

NIC: ey, HELO snake. haha. life's been fine. as usual. how's yours.? long time no see uh. (: miss me ryt. heh. i noe.

KADRI: WAH! i never stalk you sey. you ah.. haha. you stalk me first, rmbr.? =D

LIP: haha, thanks! haha! LOL, no comments. =D

YOUR TAGS, REPLIED. (: Y

2007-01-22T02:13:00.000-08:00

LIP: hah, okay sure. anything msg me. :) haha. yalah. stalker.
NOBODY: hah, okay. anything i'll msg you. yah right. didn't stalk me. ish.
C.H.E.S.E: haha, tkcr too. :)
KIRAN: haha, he's none other than shyaqirin. (: your best bud.

going to school tml for the eagles thingy. &to band after that. damn. its the decision day.
ahhhhhh. scary. =x

HEY, OH. Y

2007-01-19T22:24:00.000-08:00

EMO-STUFF: haha. so funny!! kay kay. changing. soon. =D
CHANEL: haha! =D HELOOO! <3
CHITRA:alrights. :)
NOBODY: omgoodness. yesterday you stalked me in the bus. now u're stalking my blog too! hmpf. haha. &its not lazy okay. there's no other girls going.

&work hard, pple. only a few more days. im sure you can do it. don't give up hope yet.

&uh, im not in a talking mood.

till then.

2007-01-18T00:52:00.000-08:00

LIP: haha. ey, who is the one who suggest to make it in the first place. naughty ah. influence me. hah. (: sure, anything msg me.

i wonder where these pple go. (:
watched the vydeo for the graduationg ceremony. wahhh...

2007-01-15T01:59:00.000-08:00

LIP: hey, haha. YAH! its lyk in Ms song's class. i forgot what the lesson is about anw. since we're too busy with this friendster thingy. &yes. our friendster existed since secondary one. haha. remember your nickname from us, 'shortie'. (: now, not so shortie lah. grow alrd. action....

hah, he &his wild imagination. (p.s: press it to have a full view ey.)

we can't have the happiness of yesterday without the pain of today.
(this is deep. hah)

2007-01-14T00:33:00.000-08:00

JO: YAh, friends for life. (: life's been great. ey, come down band when you're free okay. miss you oh-so much, babe. <3
EMO-STUFF: haha. girl magnet. action....

kiran's obesessed with micheal jackson. &his obsession is freaking me out.HAH.

been spending my time online today reading my past testimonials on friendster. (: haha. funny &bring back loads of memories. miss those times man. anw, its been pouring lately. wonderful weather to sleep in. haha. &im looking forward to poly open houses.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.

2007-01-13T01:22:00.001-08:00

Well, i was re-reading the emails that i've kept. &some of them is really an eye-opener. lyk, WOW. hah.

Here's one of the email content.

It is madness.

To hate all roses

because you got scratched with one thorn.

To give up on your dreams

because one didn't come true.

To lose faith in prayers

because one was not answered.

To give up on your efforts

because one of them failed.

To condemn all of your friends

because one betray you.

Not to believe in love

because someone was unfaithful or didn't love you back.

To throw away all your chances of being happy

because you did not succeed on the first attempt.

I hope that as you go on your way

you didn't give in to madness.

Remembering always,

Another chance may come up.

Another friend.

A new love.

A renewed strength.

Be persistent

look for happiness in every day.

The sure path to failure is giving up. It is often through failure that future success come.

Like wah, ryt. heh. i should have seen this email sooner. &get motivated. haha. kids nowadays. *shakes head* (steal that quote from chitra. ps: she claims that she's an adult since she'll be turning eighteen this year.HEH.)

a shout out to the band pple. work harder &strive for the best alrights. tho im not sure whether they'll read this or not. hah. concert is lyk in two weeks time. please, dont give up.

I believe, that there's a love that could fall down like rain.

2007-01-12T22:04:00.000-08:00

LP: haha. LIP, thanks. i love it too! =D
JO: thanks loads,jo. appreciate it loads. seriously. :) <3
EMO-STUFF: omg. you're lyk a freakin psyco.

here's my current obsession. (:

Far away
The ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I dont know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Lets conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my Arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my Arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

2007-01-10T22:12:00.000-08:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

Y Happy sixteenth, to you. (:

2007-01-09T21:06:00.000-08:00

let the picture do the talking. (: i miss those fun times. (:

&the results are coming nearer. damn. 8th of Feb, maybe.? im still looking forward to band concert. reminds me of viva concert when i was in secondary two. &my trombone is injured. ahhhh~ heart pain.

<3 keep smiling, pple!

a photo can say a thousand things
but it can't say the million things I wanna say
a photo can capture the way we were
but it can't capture the way we are
'cause you're far away
what it's like to know you
what it's like to touch you

2007-01-07T23:03:00.000-08:00

calvin's cute. :)&yah, he's teaching us NOT to be mono. Hah. till then. :)
Stay smiling.

2007-01-05T20:14:00.000-08:00

HANIS: yah, may it be a blessed year for both of us. keep in touch too. :)
ERNIE: HEY! :)thanks.
LP: haha. duh. my skin wad. yesterday i went for the CCA open house. but you went to work alrd. -_-
FIFO: haha. thanks. :) mwacks. <3
KIRAN: EY, seventeen boy. this is wad i call, cuteness. you ah. no sense of cuteness man. no wonder u're not cute.heh! =D emo freak.
SAFIRNA: you keep in touch too!!! :)
CHANEL: HEY! missyou too! saw you yesterday uh. anw, not working alrd.heh. :) you tkcr too! all the best in job hunting.

FIFTH JANUARY.
yesterday, went to school. got CCA open house. sec1s are so small. &there are only a few of them. i had a hard time seeing which is the sec1s. haha. &i've gt sore eyes. everyone was lyk 'ey, wads with ur eyes.?' even the sec1s. &i've been answering 'sore eyes' the whole day. -_- someone (which i forgt who. ;D) even asked me to announce it at the PA system so ppl will stop asking. haha. thats not a bad idea tho. &i met the sec4 batch again! YAYness. damn i miss them alot. haha. ps: shyaq owe me &fifo a treat. (cannot forgt. ;D)

SIXTH JANUARY.
went to workplace to collect pay check. my sore eyes kinda spread. -_- me;fifo's assuring ourself that at least we gt some money. lol. believe me. its hard. ate prata. &we're lyk mendak all the way. went home. the sun's killing my eyes. i wonder whether i should go to the docs/continue using eye more. nvm. wait till tml. or afternoon or whenever. im wearing my specs. hoping that it'll help prevent the spreading to my whole family. urgh. wearing specs makes me sleepy. grandmother has been admitted to the hospital again. :(

come what may.

2007-01-02T21:21:00.000-08:00

AEYNN: i miss you too, babe! :) <3
CHAR: HEPPY NEW YEAR to you too!
PRISCILLA: haha. hangbao!? im not married yet lah.heh. :)

since i've got loads of time. i'll blog about twenty-oh-six. yes. that's like last year three days ago. LOL. i'll try to list down all that has happened during that year. (hope my memory doesnt fail me. ;D)

twenty-oh-six.

JANUARY.
school started on Third january. (YEAH! im a sec four!) can't rmbr a single thing that had happened.
Fourth january is KIRAN's b'dae! whoohoo! (which means,tml is his seventeenth b'dae. BASKET. still so childish &lame.)
January is usually my slacking month. seriously. can say im still on a holiday mood! (: yada yada yada.
Twenty-two january. memory of melvin. i miss him. :( he's such a gd boy &a gd tuba player. tho he's sick, he still wants to play in SYF to help us achieve our goal. &part of our victory is for him. god bless! <3 heard this news from fifo.
fifo: you know melvin passed away.?
me:which melvin.? (there's so so many melvin's in the sch FYI.)
fifo: band one.
me: .......~!

February went by. Nothing much happen. Yada yada yada.

MARCH.
Fourth of march. performance in toa payoh CC. rode in the lorry with the instruments &assist. affianah. (now she's the drum major! <3)how we talked &laughed. half of the time,didnt noe wad the uncle's talking about.LOL.
Fourteenth of march. Bedok North Concert. that's when i gave kadri a surprise visit. :) successful. was meant to be a sectional outing. only me;fifo;nurul;zan2;shyaq. the concert's nice anw!

APRIL.
Seventh of april. hafiz;ihsan burfday! :) (gd frens, same burfday ah.)
Ninth april. nurul's burfday! (had a picnic at east coast.)
Twenty-third april. kadri's burfday! :) (went to tampines mall. The second surprise visit.)
Twenty-fifth april. reezan's burfday. :)

May went by. Yada yada.
Third may. Memory of atuk. (2001)
more burfdays. :) (lazy type lah. hehe.)

JUNE.
Third june. balloon hat festival! :)
Twenty-fourth june. Went to malacca. Cousin's wedding.

JULY.
Twenty-ninth july. shahizan's burfday. asmah's concert. :)

AUGUST.
Eleventh august. Mother tongue results back. :)
Twentyth august. Abg Nasrul &Ali's wedding.
Twenty-ninth august. Memory of nenek. (2000)

SEPTEMBER. yada yada.

OCTOBER.
Thirteenth october. GRADUATION! :) <3

NOVEMBER.
olevel month! my study partner, EMILY. damn. miss her. :) studying hard. &all the times in macs. ahhhhh..
Twenty first november. PROM NIGHT. :)

DECEMBER.
Working.

heh.i noe. this is so damn summarised. so many things happened. the times i spent in class.. was priceless.&during band. i enjoyed every single day of it. the teachers &conductors who helped us thru. the friends that i have made.hah. i will always miss zhemin;meera;jaya in nepal. well, nothing last forever. i wont look back in anger or regret. things do happen for a reason. but smtimes, i hoped to be someone better. someone who's stronger &open. but i doubt i'll be that someone soon. i've gt a wonderful FIFO beside me this while. big THANKS to you. not forgetting KADRI. <3
kay. better stop emo-ing alrd. should be HAPPY. its a NEW year! whoohooo~!
god bless all of you.

much loves. MWACKS. big; fat; wet kiss. haha! :)

2006-12-30T21:28:00.000-08:00

Y e s t e r d a y
1. friend(s) you saw: fifo;nurul.
2. Person you Talked to on the phone: no one yesterday.
3. Texted message : fifo;huizi.
4. Messaged over friendster: none.

t o d a y
1. Wearing Today: tee;shorts.
2. Better than yesterday?: nah
3. Last person who called you?: fifo.
4. Last person who texted you: fifo.

t o m o r r o w
1. Is: NEW YEAR! whoohoo~
2. Got any plans: working. &cousin's nikah.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: nothing.

f a v o r i t e
1. Number: fourteen. my register no.
2. favourite color(s): black;blue.
3. Season: rainy;windy.

c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone(s): haha. yes! <3
2. Mood: contented

Q's & A's
Q: First thing you did this morning
reply msges. lol.
Q: Last thing you ate
sweets.
Q: do you have anything bothering you?
nah. trying not to have any.
Q: What's annoying you right now?
nothing.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
happy feet. thats lyk ancient alrd.heh.
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?
depends how the distance is ah.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
haha. yes.
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
of cos lah. haha. confident sey. =D
Q: Where is the last place you went?
hg mall.
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?
dad.
Q: Do you have any pets?
haha. no.
Q: Do you smile often?
haha. yah. depends to who lah.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
nah.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
haha. should be ah. depends.
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in lastnight?
mine lah. lol!
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
blue
Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?
imagining the stars. <3
Q: Do you have more guy or girlfriends?
should be girls.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
nah. i've learnt to relax.
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
.
Q: Taken any vitamins?
no. haha.
Q: What are you about to do?
eat my lunch.
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
haha. nah.
Q: Who was the last to fill this survey?
ain.
Q: Do you like the person?
sure. very very sweet girl. :)
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10
9. haha. :)

2006-12-30T21:05:00.000-08:00

FARYZA: thanks for tagging! keep in touch, babe! =D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

&new year is lyke the next day. haha. i'll update more some other time. (:
<3

a falling star
least I fall alone
I cant explain what you cant explain
you're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

the walls start breathing
my mind's unweaving
maybe it's best you leave me alone
a weight is lifted
on this evening
I give the final blow

2006-12-30T00:29:00.000-08:00

NIC: EY SNAKE! at last tag ah. (: erm, belated merry x'mas to you too! best wishes to you too! :)

FADILAH: HEY! thanks. :) keep in touch, babe!

KADRI: hey, thanks. =D you have a gd new year too!

new year's near. lyk wow. haha. went to hougang mall with fifo &nurul. revise chem with nurul. not bad uh. last year at this tyme, im still slacking &still having the holiday mood sey. haha. talked about our section &stuff. lol. dno whether im pissed or disappointed. mayb both.? just hope everything will go on well. please don be naive. be united alrd.

monday &tuesday, i'll be working. yah, i noe. its the new year. monday my cousin's gg to nikah.(dono wads that in english. haha.) &everyone is excited about it. mayb cos he's the most quiet cousin &they're worried about his future or smth. actually, im excited too! haha. lyk wow!

he went off to m'sia today. (: hope he have a safe journey.
im imagining the stars again tonight. <3

2006-12-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

NURUL: HEY MINAH CONFIDENT! amcm? baik? LOL. anw, im fine. haha.

MERRY X'MAS PEOPLE!

i've got work tml. ahhhh~ training was fine. had a surprise visit. ;D &meeting up with primary school peeps was fun! but we had this conversation the whole time.

A: ey, you all still remember 'BLA BLA BLA'.
everyone: uhh?! who sey?

&this goes on. haha. well, cant blame us. its been four years! &cikgu is still fit. hehe. yah. yesterday went to the hospital to visit my grandmother. &guess who i saw!? CIKGU HASAN. lol. my secondary one malay cher. he don't recognise me tho. hehe. yah. till then. im going to the hospital again. grandmother been discharged. (:

2006-12-20T21:41:00.000-08:00

LIPING: nah. i didnt go. haha. did you?
JO: haha. LOL. again ahh. (:
AIN: haha. sure sure. :)

just received a call from the rockery. wow. i've got a job now. LOL. with fifo. but sadly the training days aint the same with her. damn. =/ nvm, at least we got the same job. (: also received a letter that i gt the EAGLES award. whoah. lol. later im going out with my primary school peeeps to meet our malay teacher! haha. been four years since i saw them. luckily our cher wna see us. or else, i doubt we'll ever meet again. haha. excited abit. =D hmm, yah. till then i'll just slack &rot lyk before until the meeting time. HAHA. &i had lunch with kadri just now. ;D

someday we'll know why Samson loved Dilaila
one day I'll go dancing on the moon
someday you'll know that I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
why aren't you here with me ... tonite
<3

2006-12-17T00:37:00.000-08:00

The Letter A

Are you angry?
nah. no reason to be.

What is your age?
sixteen.

What annoys you?
noise.hah.

Ever been arrested?
haha.nope. :)

The Letter B

Do you live in a big house?
nah.

When is your birthday?
twenty-six may.

Who is your best friend?
people.

The Letter C

What's your favorite candy?
any that looks lyk one.hah.

Who's your crush?
currently is ryan cabrera. =D

When was the last time you cried?
forgt when.doesnt matter. LOL

The Letter D

Do you daydream?
yah! alot. haha. well, i have loads of free tyme.

What's your favorite kind of dog?
none. LOL.

What day of the week is it?
sunday.

The Letter E

How do you like your eggs?
cooked. duh.

Have you ever been in the emergency room?
nah.

What's the easiest thing ever to do?
slack &rot. heh.

The Letter F

Have you ever flown in a hot air balloon?
nah. but its nice to be flying in a balloon. haha.

The Letter G

Do you chew gum?
yah.

Do you like gummy candies?
haha,yah. so gummy!

The Letter H

How are you?
im fine. LOL. billion dollar question.

What's your height?
the last time i measure is 166. &i hope im growing. haha.

what color is your hair?
blackie.

The Letter I

what's your favourite ice-cream?
no preference. hah.

Do you play an instrument?
the trombone. heh. there was once i played the recorder. haha.

The Letter J

What's your favorite jelly bean?
no preference.

Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?
haha. should be.

Do you wear jewelry?
yes. earrings are jewelry ryt?hah.

The Letter K

Who do you want to kill?
haha.i would if i have the license to.

Do you want kids?
sure. heh.

Where did you have kindergarten?
PAP

The Letter L

Are you laid back?
haha.should be.

Do you lie?
if i have to. hah. WHAT?! everyone lies.

The Letter M

Whats your favorite movie?
not sure. haha.

Do you still watch disney movies?
i do.

Do you like mangos?
yah! love them. haha.

The Letter N

Do you have a nickname?
haha. alot. ish.

Whats your favorite number?
fourteen. heh.

Do you prefer night over day?
yah. night seems nicer. LOL.

The Letter O

Whats your one wish?
to be happy. :) LA LA LA~

Are you an only child?
nah. i have an elder BRO.

Do you wish this was over?
haha. yah. its getting boring.

The Letter P

What one fear are you most paranoid about?
im scared of animals. best. =D

The Letter Q

Are you quick to judge people?
nah.

The Letter R

Do you think youre always right?
not always tho. hah.

Do you watch reality tv?
haha. yah.

Whats a good reason to cry?
when you're really sad about smth. haha.

The Letter S

Do you prefer sun or rain?
rain

Do you like snow?
yah! haha.

What's your favorite season?
winter. when everything's cold except for the heart. hah. -_-

The Letter T

What time is it?
five-thirty in the afternoon.

What time did you wake up?
at twelve.

When was the last time you slept in a tent?
when i was in secondary three. heh. went to OBS.

The Letter U

Are you wearing panties/thongs/boxers?
LOL.

Do you prefer panties or thongs?
panties. this is sick.

Underwear or boxers?
boxers. ahahah.

The Letter V

Whats the worst veggie?
cabbage. ewuu.

Where do you want to go on vacation?
anywhere.

Where was your last family vacation to?
uh. i cant remember. haha.

The Letter W

Where do you live?
Singapore.duh.

The Letter X

Have you ever had an x-ray?
yah.

The Letter Y

Do you like the color yellow?
erm, okay lah.

What year were you born in?
nineteen ninety.

The Letter Z

Whats your zodiac sign?
gemini

Do you believe in the zodiac?
nah.

Whats your favorite zoo animal?
err. dolphins' cute. :)

if I lay here.
if I just lay here.
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2006-12-16T01:15:00.000-08:00

ahhh~ guess what?! i miss my trombone. heh. seriously. &im looking forward for band on monday. sad enough dristee is going back to nepal &the poor instrument is all alone. i feel for you, babe. hah. (: overall, i miss band too. &there's alot of events going on. e.g, section outing, concert! etc. haha. excited. fifo is now at the beach. probably challenging who can 'stoink' longer with her baby cousins. haha. i could have won if i join in. =D confident... standard ah.

other dancers may be on the floor
dear, but my eyes will see only you
only you have the magic technique
when we sway I go weak.

sway with me people! haha.

2006-12-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

step one you say we need to talk
he walks, you say sit down
it's just a talk
he smiles politely back at you
you stare politely right on through
some sort of window to your right
as he goes left and you stay right
between the lines of fear and blame
&you begin to wonder why you came

let him know that you know best
cause after all you do know best
try to slip past his defense
without granting innocence
lay down a list of what is wrong
the things you've told him all along
&pray to God he hears you

as he begins to raise his voice
you lower yours and grant him one last choice
drive until you lose the road
or break with the ones you've followed
he will do one of two things
he will admit to everything
or he'll say he's just not the same
&you'll begin to wonder why you came

where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
&I would have stayed up with you all night
had I known how to save a life

(how to save a life- the fray)

talked to him till five in the morning. i agree that now, im assured.
thanks for everything. (: <3

2006-12-12T23:49:00.000-08:00

CHAR: HEY charlotte! haha. going on fine, as usual. how about you?! i miss you sey!

NURUL: haha. good. (: better than you singing sakura on the escalator. haha!

FIFAH: haha! i miss you too! hehe. anyhow. i love you too!! even tho GERALD was SUPPOSE to say that to you. haah. (: yeah! we're meeting tml! yeah! hope i sound spastic. heh.

13 DECEMBER 2006

yesterday went out with nurul to find some stuffs. meeting at tampines. &there's where liping shouted my name. very loudly in fact. haha. always excited to see me. always laughing &laughing. (liping, if u're reading this.. actually i cant make out what u're saying yesterday. mayb you could tell me again..? haha. ;D) miss her lah! =D ate at sakura restaurant. (nurul had fun singing the 'sakura' song on the escalator.) haha. &we finally gt a good bargain. finally. then i saw ambikaS. haha. two ambika. one was the saxophone alumni &the other was the sec5. they called my name &i just stone at them. took few seconds to realise thats them. lol. slow. tml i've got dental appointment. go figure! &the dentist keep on reminding me by calling everyday. damn. i dont have short term memory lost. haha. mayb i do. wtv. =D

&tml he'll be back. YEAH. miss him. hehe. have a safe journey home. (:

2006-12-09T22:21:00.000-08:00

ten december 2006

c.h.e.s.e: lol.

za.ss: yah, =D

xxNORULxx: hey hey! frenchy horn girl! =D haha. sure. wads your link?

NURUL: WHATS with the 'minah minah'. i'll kill you as soon as i see you. haha. niceee blog neways. all about SUN. write about me lah. =D

seriously,i've got nothing to update. haha. except for the time when i went out with kadri; afifah; gerald. haha. i had fun spending the day with them thou. ahhhh~ feel the happiness. (:
the weather's been good. keep on raining &raining. go figure! =D there's this SAF band concert going on today. doubt i'll go. gotta visit my grandmother. she'd just been discharged yesterday.

he's going for a trip to KL tml. for band competition. &tml is our 15months. heh!
<3>we're looking up at the same night sky,
&keep pretending the sun will not rise,
we'll be together for one more night somewhere, somehow.

2006-12-04T22:20:00.000-08:00

LP: haha. i've updated. nothing to update lah.. =D

HUIHONG; CARINA: haha. <3

JOJO: loveyou too! =D

im back to slacking mood. ahhhh~

2006-12-04T22:02:00.000-08:00

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
sleeping. whooohooo~

2. Who are you in love with?
everyone! wahh. (:

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
haha. no. is it nice? i might consider.. haha.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
no. haha.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
yesterday.

6. When was the last time you saw the person u love?
now. im seeing my father &mother. ahhh~

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
under-aged.

9. Last movie you watched in the theatre?
happy feeeeet. (:

10. Are you hot-tempered?
maybe not. depends on my mooood.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
coke!

12. What are you wearing right now?
tee&shorts.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash you?
haha. car wash me? wow. neither.

14. Last food that you ate?
chips more!

15. Where were doing you last week at this time?
sleeping? haha. i dont remember such stuffs.

16. Have you bought any clothing items?
nah. i doubt so.

17. When is the last time you ran?
during band bbq. had to run for the treasure hunt thingy. haha.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
badminton, yesterday. not bad.

19. What is your favorite animal?
err.

20. Your dream vacation?
anywhere nice. :)

21. Last person's house you were in?
mine! haaha.

22. Have you been in love?
i've been in love since i was bornnn.

23. Do you miss anyone right now?
yah.

24. Last time you drove a car?
i dont have a car. -_-

25.What are your plans for tonight?
slack &watch teevee.

26. Who is the last person you sent a friendster message to?
none.

27. What is the next trip you are going to?
haha, not sure.

28. Ever gone camping?
yah.

29. Were you an honor roll student in school?
haha. no.?

30. What do you want to know about the future?
i've got no idea.

31. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
no.

32. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
no

33. Where are/is your best friends?
must be out somewhere.

37. Whats your favorite song?
alot.

38.What are you listening to right now?
relient k-be my escape.

39. Do you collect anything?
haha. no.

43. What does your last text message say?
...and....

44. Do you like hot sauce?
yes!

45. Last time you took a shower?
at noon.

48. Are you someone's best friend?
of course!

49. Are you rich?
no lah.

50. Are you smart?
hekhek! of cos! =D

2006-11-30T21:00:00.000-08:00

1.single taken or crushing.
single.

2.are you happy with ur life now.
okay. kinda boring.

3.when u meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
haha. no.

4.have u had ur heart broken.
who doesnt.

5.do you belief dat there are a circumstances where cheating love is acceptable.
haha. thats lame. i dont think its acceptable.

6.would u talk to some1 back if she/he cheats on you?
depends who.

7.have u talked to another person about marriage before?
err, no.

8.do you want children?
depends.

9.how many?
i would lyk twins thou.

10.would you consider adoption?
i would consider.

11.if someone like you right now, what do you think of letting you know of his/her feelings.
i wont let him noe.

12.do you enjoy getting into relationships.
uhhh...

13.be honest. what did u and ur ex boyfriend did.
uh? we crap. we talk. we do stuffs other pple do.

14.do you belief in love at 1st sight?
no.

15.are you romantic?.
gd question.but i doubt i am.

16.do you belief you can change someone?
haha. tough job.

17. if you could married somewhere. where would it be?
im only sixteen. &i dont think i should be thinking about marriage at this.. young age. =D

18. do you give in when u're fighting?
depends who.

19.Do you have feelings for someone.
i have feelings for everyone.

20.have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed up?
haha. its in the past.

21. have you broken a heart.
who doesnt.

22.one day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with. what would you do?
first reaction would be - 'wth?!?!'
but, big possibility is that i'll give in to my bestfriend. (:

23.are you missing someone right now.
im missing everyone! whohoo. (:

2006-11-30T20:33:00.000-08:00

1)Spell your name with lastletter "O"?
aqidaho. haha. i prefer aqido. (:

2)Do you prefer cream or cheese spread?
cheese

3)Who's your dream girl/guy?
i dont dream about girls/guys. i dream about fooood. (:

4) Do you hav a cell phone?
uh-huh.

5) Whats the first 5 digit number ofyour phone?
90530

6) Loving your life now?
haha, its alrights. but i think, i need a job. or else i'll rot! haha

7) Fav possesion in your room?
my bed. comfy!

8) What the name of your best friend?
alot. wont type it out. scared i will miss out pple. (:

9) Name of your bf/gf?
i have alot of boy-frens&girl-frens, yah.

10) Do you love him/her?
duh! =D

11) How much?
err, alot? haha.

12)loving someone?
haha. yes.

13) Are you pretty/handsome?
uh-huh. i think im handsome. =D

14) Who do you prefer? Mom or Dad? Why?
both! no preference! =D why? lol. cos they rocks.

15) Any siblings?
1 elder bro.

16) Any talents? name at least 2.
i play the trombone. &uh..

17) When you grow up, what do you wanna be?
gynae. haha.

18) If you have no choice but to pick one between the love of your life and your parents, who would it be?
parents.

19) Why?
they are more important.

20) Lolipop or chewing gum?
chewing gum.

21) Do you smoke and drink?
hell, no.

22) How many piercings do you have?
2.

23) Do you have PHD?
haha. not yet,

24) Do you know what is PHD?
haha. should be.

25) Sweet or Spicy?
spicy.

26) Truth or Dare?
truth.

27) Do you sing or dance?
haha. none.

28) If you were given a chance to be anyone, who would you be?
wow, can i still be myself? haha. cant help it lah. just love myself. (:

29) Okay, you inherited 10 million dollars, what will you do witH IT ?
wow! hah. i'll distribute to my family;close frens. &the rest, i'll buy more food supply! whoohooo! =D

30) Laptop or PS2?
uhh. PS2.

31) Where do you school?
bartley sec.

32) Which Class
sec4E2.

33) Who is the most BEAUTIFUL girl in your school?
alot lah. each one is beautiful in their own way.

34) Who is the most HANDSOME guy in your school?
haha. not much.

35) Who's your Best FriendS?
alot.

36) How many ex did you have?
two.

37) Love or Money?
both.

38) Your Full Name?
nur aqidah.

39) What do you think of yourself?
im a nice girl.(: haha.

40) How much did you like this survey?
its okay. since im damn bored.

2006-11-29T21:43:00.000-08:00

damn. i just gt news from kiran that zhemin went back alrd. 'AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'. didnt tell us. damn sad. never even get to say gdbye. gonna miss him thou he's irritating at times.

argh.
zhemin nagawacha a.k.a NERDY (:
WILL MISS YOU BADLY.

thanks for the jokes in class. &i will rmbr the day when we'll be taking our Olevel maths paper 2, we worked out sums together. cracked our brains together. quarrel on who's right/wrong. the ways you relieve your stress. thou is pervertic. the days when you acted as mr bean. when you taught me how to play pool. told me to count on luck &not on skill. i can still rmbr the last gdbye you bid outside the paya lebar MRT after the class chalet. it was solemn, for the first time.

sincerely,
aqidah(:

2006-11-27T22:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday we had the class chalet! was okay. thanks to Ms Lee; Ms Goy; Mr Imran for coming.
&yah, here's the late pics. hahaha. haven collect finish yet. its okay. here's the few prom pics.

afifah; me.

haha. me; afifah.
afifah; me. (:
me; emily. (:
me ; emily; anna(she wasnt suppose to be in, actually.) haha.

me ; emily. (:
Mrs Tam; me; emily.
bani mohd mateen (bmm) &me.
the bear population. (: haha.

4E2 (2006)
sweet uhh. (: our class couple. nominated for prom KING&QUEEN. rachel&ryan.
the prom QUEEN in red. (:
the prom KING.the guy with the black suit. (:
_________________________________________________.

to all, all the best for the future alrights.

aqidah(:

2006-11-21T21:50:00.000-08:00

LP: haha!!! =D

prom was nice! =D took alot of pics! whoohooo. i'll update on the pics some other time. when i receive them. haha. hmm, actually kinda sad. but its okay. wont get emo now. haha. yah. so, im slacking now. enjoying it. =D

yeapp. so long. :)

im looking forward to go to band!

2006-11-18T04:24:00.000-08:00

LP: haha. he is. only, he's not purple. all the best to urs too! alah, u surely can make it. clever girl! =D
c.h.e.s.e.: wad basket! im human okay! haha. really!? but i think i'll be changing the song soon. so, its okay. thanks neways.

only left one paper. only way to add in the science marks also. damn. hmm, days went on fine. only some things doesnt really quite work out. not sure how to put it in words. better dont. i might screw up big time.

till then, i'll be going with the flow. dont really quite sure what i'll be doing after monday. slacking could be one of it. haha.

^{really wna talk, but smth stopped me. argh, im nt gd with words lah, damnit.}

the walls start breathing
my mind's unweaving
maybe it's best you leave me alone.
a weight is lifted,
on this evening,
i give the final blow.

a falling star, least i fall alone.
i cant explain what you cant explain.
you're finding things that you didnt know,
i look at you with such disdain.

2006-11-10T06:55:00.000-08:00

1.First impression people usually have of you?
` haha. should be a gd one. :)

2. One thing you like to do alone?
` alot of stuffs. seriously.

3. What is your favorite line when you're drunk?
` i dont even drink.

4. How many drinks do you need to get tipsy?
` ...

5. Any purpose/s for living?
` alot alot alot alot.

6. Type of books do you like to read?
` any. comics! haha.

7. Think you're cute?
` duhhh. of cos! haha. omg.

8. Have a problem changing in front friends?
` depends lah. haha.

9. What do you normally have (food/drinks) when you raid the fridge in the middle of the night?
` seriously, there's nothing. dont bother raiding.

10. Describe your bed?
` comfy! haha. i love my bed.!

11. Spontaneous or planned?
` planned.

12. Know how to play poker?
` haha. i dont.

13. What do you carry with you at all times?
` handphone. myself. &other stuffs.

14. What do you miss most about being a kid?
` everything. serious. haha

15. Happy with your given name?
` of cos! my name's so nice! =D

16. Color of your bedroom?
` white. =(

17. Have you ever been in a play?
` yes. primary schoolll. :)

18. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
` i truelly love myself! haha. sure. i believe in myself too! =D whooohoo~

19. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
` duhh. hahaa

20. Are you with your gf/bf or friends more?
` friends!

21. One thing you wish you could do but can't?
` haha.

22. Your ideal wedding location?
` never thought about it.

23. One instrument you wish you could play?
` saxophone~ serious.

24. What is one language you want to learn?
` any lah. no preference.

25. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
` yes. ears.

26. Do you have any tattoos?
` nope!

27. One trait you hate in a person?
` i don hate.

28. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
` not so.

29. What do you cook best?
` haha. maggi!!! =D

30. Favorite person/s to talk with on the phone?
` haha. anyone. :) just entertain me, pls. haha

2006-10-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

fifah: haha. dont need to guess, its graduation alrd! =D i remember! sec1 always grumble about life. i find myself naggy smth. ahah. just treasure the moment okay. (: everything will be fine!

aris: ey! abang! yeapp. one day, we'll get high!! whoohoo~ haha. study hard!

chese: welcome. sure sure! =D hahaa.

eyn: haha! okay. i'll link you up soon. hey, i miss you too! sure sure!!! i'll make you proud! whoohoo. mwacks!

chanel: hey, haha. in noe!

nobody: shak, lame. yeah. im enjoying. thanks! thanks neways!! =D

nurul: haha! full time!! =D lol. you surely can do it.. we've gone thru that lasy yr rmbr! ahha. =D

shirah: haha. okay, nek! i will. =D

23 OCTOBER.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
whoohoo. maaf zahir&batin! wont be updating so often. gotta study. &im a busy girl. haha! wish me luck pple!

im gonna get HIGH~

2006-10-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

FIFAH: haha. good. stress stress also not good. :) thanks. you enjoy ur weekend too! =D
CARINA: hey! I MISS YOU TOO!! =D i miss all the members of tbone section! whoohoo~ yeapp! i love you too! =D tkcr!
KIRAN: haha. kiran's insane&kinda deaf. =D

13 OCTOBER 2006

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY!
haha.

got few encouraging notes from chers!

from cikgu asmadi (my malay cher!) :
' i've always curious about you.. extremely quiet&i hardly hear your voice at all... could still remember during secondary one when you sat right in front of me.. always being teased by others.. 'kucing'.. but again you're indeed a cool girl.. never had I see you angry or lose your temper at all.. if only every single student is like you.. please continue to work hard&embrace all opportunities ahead with an open mind.. i believe you can go far..'

WHOAH. seriously, i felt so motivated after that. haha. &kucing is cat in english. it all started by muhd. but lucky the teasing fade off alrd. -.-

from cikgu juma'at (my mentor!) :
' dearest nur,
study wisely&be more consistent. dont let anything comes in your way. if you have any doubts dont hesitate to ask the teachers. all the best.'

whoah! =D FULL MOTIVATION!
im gna study harder. make pple&myself DAMN proud. haha. watch me.
&just now videos' very nice. haha. proud to be part of 4E2. took loads of pictures after that. esp with my idol! (ryt emily? haha.) &the sing along thingy is powerful. whooo~!

cause we are gonna be forever, you and me.
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love.
don't you think it's time you started,
doing what we always wanted.
one day we're gonna get so high.
cause even the impossible, is easy when we got each other.

2006-10-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
hah. no.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
hah. none? okay. should be my mother.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyones face?
i wanted to. but, better not.

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
haha. yah.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
stare angrily. (i stare often. for no reason also.) better than yelling. look ugly. heh.

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
haha. mayb not?

2. Are you easily excited?
haha. yes. abit. (:

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
oLEVEL!!! whoohoo. am so excited. =D

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
liping. hah. she gets excited ALOT. ryt lp?

5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
my first thought would be "WHOAHHHHH!!"

6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
i need chocolates. (:

SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name?
aqidah. (:

2. Where were you born?
singapore.

3. What's your main goal in life?
be successful&be happy. (:

4. Do you want to have children?
sure! i want twins.

5. How do you want to die?
wth. ask me this kind of qn. i wna die happily! hah

OPINIONS.

1. Sex before marriage?
NO! damnit.

2. Lower the drinking age?
haha. no.

3. Politics?
boring. its the same thing over&over again.

4. Recycling?
good. there'll be never ending materials.

LOVE

1. Do you have a crush?
hah. how'd i noe? hah. yah yah.

2. Who is the best hugger that you know?
as if i hug anyone i saw. ish.

3. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no.

Q&A

Q: How many beds were you in yesterday?
one. !?

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
black.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
sleep.

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
i don count.

Q: I can't wait till...?
olevel's over.

Q: Who got you to join Friendster?
cham liping.(:

Q: Is Jack on your friends list?
haha. no.

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
table.

Q: What's the last thing you borrowed from someone?
gd qn. i forgot.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most?
my website. (:

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
no. haha.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
haha. no

Q: What city was your last taxi ride in?
singapore.

Q: Most recent time you were really upset?
i dont rmbr such stuffs.

_______Last________

1.Person you saw not in your family:
emily. hah

2. Hugged:
pillows.

3. Movie watched:
i forgt. been long time.

4. Song you listened to:
my sacrifice-creed.

_______Today________

1. What are you doing now?
this&listening to songs.

2. What are you doing tonight:
studying.

3. What are you going to eat for dinner:
how'd i noe?

4. What are you doing tomorrow?
school, studystudystudy. mugmugmug.

5. Do you have to work?:
no. not now. hah

________Currently_________

1. Currently love someone:
i love everyone!

2. Like someone:
i like everyone!

3. Does someone like you:
everyone likes me! haha. confident..

2006-10-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

CHITRA: haha. thanks! i miss you too, love! =D
JERELINE: haha. okayy. all the vbest then. must work hard okay. u tkcr too!
LP: hey, thanks! haha. hey! mine's more nicer!! =D
HUIHONG: hey, thanks! ur skins' nice too! =D all the best for ur exams too!!
SHAUN: haha.! thanks. i noe nice. better than urs can alrd! haha. staring in class is so fun. esp when im so bored. &thanks for the compliment. i noe my eyes very big! =D bigger than urs can alrd. haha
LESLIE: haha! of cos not bad lah.. nicer than urs! purposely choose cramp skin. =P
FIFAH: haha. wad on leave. goodness. hahaahahhaa! yeah. i will. &its not for me to decide. haha.

06 OCTOBER

hah. school's been fine. changed timetable. 2hours per subject. lyk whoah. haha. its been very hazy. urgh.~
&there's nothing special to update. life's been mundane. very mundane.
feel the silence then.

i would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before.
but nights like this, it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

2006-09-30T21:33:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. aqidahLOVEyou too babe! =D
GWEN: hello! JIAYOU to you too! =D yeapp. must work hard okay. all the very best!

1 OCTOBER

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!

haha. deprived childhood. whooo~
its the october month! &olevels is getting nearer! first paper would be lyk.. 19oct. its practical.
&nLEVEL is lyk.. next week. hah. sounds scary. &im trying to study. it doesnt help when im feeling tired everyday. urgh.

kay. =D
all the very best for the Nlevel takers!

2006-09-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. yes. i liked it too. (:
LESLIE: thanks leslie! hahaa. sure. i prefer angels than devils. -_- lame-O! haha. of cos plain lah. but still, nicer than urs! HAHA. its plain; nice! whooohoo!
JEANETTE: haha. at last lah. =D kay. tthanks for tagging!

29SEPTEMBER

kinda get all my result. its was all average. &i noe there's alot of studying to be done to improve it even more. urgh. was shocked that i pass POA. still cant get over it until now. hah. my F&N still fail. -_-

^{&i've heard complaints. i cant only judge by their side of story. but who am i to believe when everyone says the same thing? &i noe i cant talk to her about it. i've been thru that before. &i felt demoralised in the end. now i've learnt, not too care too much. seemed irresponsible. but, i've got no choice. =x sad thing is i still care too much. if u dont understand wad you're reading. stop trying. im talking in circles.}

been very tired lately. don ask why. i dont even noe the reason.

&i felt that im nowhere here. nor there. that feeling is terrible.

seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
phantom ships lost at sea & one of them is mine.
raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
i wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me.

2006-09-24T22:48:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. careful arh, LP. later gerald, aka aikhow come haunting for you. saying his beloved slow. haha. =D

25SEPT

haha. just reach home. use the com since my bro is still sleeping. &its lyk 1403 lah. haha. ish. today had practical. after that, me&emily went to classroom to nap. i dono for how long. but, i woke up a feeling a lil energised. =D

&i had the wierdest dream ever. two person died. rather nt mention who. &when i woke up for sahur, i felt bad. but i managed to calm myself thinking that its only a dream before i gt out of my house to school. urgh.

^{&i hope, im doing the ryt thing, you noe. hope its for the best.}

now our dreams are comin' true
through the good times and the bad
yah, i'll be standin' there by you.

2006-09-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. yah. =D &HELLO LIPING~! =D
AIN: ahha, thanks babe. (: happy ramadhan to you too. =D

24SEPTEMBER

its fasting month! yeah! =D haha. sense the happiness? yeah ryt! hehehhe. so, today is the finals for singapore idol. whoah. kinda grand. &i hope that the best man wins. all the best dude~

&im bored. -_-

seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by,
phantom ships lost at sea & one of them is mine
raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky,
i wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me.

2006-09-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. lex lah. you sound stress for goodness sake. (: don depress depress. no need study for the tym being lah. (: prelims just ended!
NOBODY: haha. yeah ryt. confirm you're shak. &i don feel lyk msging you.
KADRI: hey! my prelims' okay. thanks for accompanying me thru, neways! very sweeet of you. =D
JOANNA: whoah. finally! =D cinta kamu too! &its rindu, my jo. haha. not rido. =D haha.
FIFAH: ey! thanks for asking. yeapp im okay! ehh. wad 'hi' to kadri&jo only? where's my 'hi'? haha. joking! =D

22 SEPTEMBER 2006

prelims lyk finally over! haha. but, monday still got practical. its okay lah, i guess. (: but of cos, i'll miss the days of not having lessons! seeing ppl having lessons in class when i walked pass&smile at them. &its the 'yeah-i've-got-no-lesson' smile. haha! kinda fun! goodness. i just hope the results turn out okay.

i've got nothing else to update. wishing happy advance b'dae to jolyna&jaya! =D
whoah. alot of september babies lah. &i've got a thing for words lyk 'siao' and 'abit arh'.
gosh. i better TRY to stop it. cos pple will think im obsessed with things that im not.
seriously.

when the light disappears&when this world's insincere,
you'll be safe here.
when nobody hears you scream,
i'll scream with you.
&you'll be safe here.

2006-09-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

17 SEPT

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO CHAI HUIZI!

i asked her whether she's happy cos she can watch NC16 alrd. &she replied YES. haha. =D

yesterday mugged with liping,emily,chanel&peixuan at singapore post KFC. overall, i did have fun. only at the end of the day, very tiring. haha.

today, may be mugging for both maths paper2&physics papar 2. =D

so long&gdday! (:

i would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

2006-09-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

EMILY: haha! =D thanks~!
LP: haha! true ehh. i agree that he's sweeter than me. =D

15 SEPT

monday (1109) english paper 1
tuesday (1209) history
wednesday (1309) mother tongue paper1&2
thurs (1409) chem&phy paper 1; chemistry paper 3
friday (1509) mathematics paper 1

monday (1809) english paper 2
tuesday (1909) mathematics paper 2
wednesday (2009) physics paper 2
thursday (2109) principles of accounts paper1&2
friday (2209) food&nutrition

monday (2509) science practical

going to school tml. gna mug with em&lp for maths paper2&physics paper 2.
actually suppose to study poa with em&px with shyaqirin's help while lp study amaths. but somehow, the friday moood came to us. yeah. its friday. so, they went on to play badminton. while shyaq&me plan our targets for prelims&the big 'O'. at least got a goal to reach for. think about it, its kinda scary. & i end up studying for control account only. haha. pathetic. but at least i started okay. so, next week is gna be a busy week. gna mug lyk crazy~ whoooho!

so long&gdnite. (:

after all this time, I never thought we'd be here.
never thought we'd be here.
when my love for you was blind, but I couldn't make you see it.
couldn't make you see it.
that I loved you more than you'll ever know.
a part of me died when I let you go.

2006-09-12T20:52:00.000-07:00

HUIHONG: <3 back. hahah. =D
KADRI: ehh. haha. thanks thanks. =D

13 SEPT

today, im woke up by chanel's msg at 0640++.

chanel: hey aqidah, where you now? haha.
aqidah: at home. haha. msg liping. she should be on her way now.
chanel: oh ya hor! sorry sorry. haha. goodnights!
aqidah: nevermind. all the best okay! =D jiayou! haha.

sms ended at 0651.

haha. =D mayb going school later. mrNG teaching chemistry. cannot dont go. my result lies there. haha.

chatting with rachel. she had a really weird dream about some pple being pregnant. its some pple okay. not one. haha. wow, what if someone really bcm pregnant in our school? ish! ahha. crazy~

chatting with kadri~! =D haha.

it may sound absurd,
but don't be naive
even heroes have the right to bleed.
i may be disturbed
but won't you concede
even heroes have the right to dream
and it's not easy to be me.

2006-09-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

LESLIE: whoah. ur 'L' very stylo arh. action. okay okay. i'll link you since u tagged me. as promised. haha. neways, i still prefer my song. haha.

C.H.E.S.E: yoyo back. =D

FIFAH: hey! thanks! you too! =D rock abit lah. if i can wake up late, can alrd. YUUP. study hard okay! tkcr too!

PRISCILLA: thank you!! =D u too!

12 SEPT.

been mugging. (:

monday (1109) english paper 1
tuesday (1209) history
wednesday (1309) mother tongue paper1&2
thurs (1409) chem&phy paper 1; chemistry paper 3
friday (1509) mathematics paper 1

monday (1809) english paper 2
tuesday (1909) mathematics paper 2
wednesday (2009) physics paper 2
thurday (2109) principles of accounts paper1&2
friday (2209) food&nutrition

monday (2509) science practical

END OF PRELIMS. ahhhh.~
all the best to prelim pple. (:

well i hoped that since we're here anyway
we could end up saying things we've always needed to say
so we could end up stringing.
now the story's played out like this,
just like a paperback novel.
lets rewrite an ending that fits,
instead of a hollywood horror.

2006-09-09T23:05:00.000-07:00

10 sept.

tml is prelims! gosh.

going to mug later! wish me all the best!

&all the best to the prelims takers tml! =D

...tml is the grand one year too. haha. (: happy one year alrights.

- i missed my darling trombone section alrd! (:
*arghh! <3

if I lay here
if I just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life.

2006-09-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. hello liping. (:
WILLIAM: haha? bethoven? you are?
CHAR: ey! hello! =D thanks.

8 SEPTEMBER.

today, im practically sleeping during history lesson. alamak. =x haha. today in poa lesson, very funny! shall not say it here. (: but, overall fun lesson!

went to hougang mall with EMILY! my study partner! haha. ate KFC. then went to macD to study chemistry. didnt really study lah actually. find it hard to concentrate. distracted by pple around us. very interesting. =D haha! then LIPING join us. (:

in the bus on my way home, i've to turn 180 degrees. ish! hahhaa. no need elaborate arh. =x

tml, i've got school. studying again. i think my life now is for studying, eating and sleeping. and sometimes online. haha. mundane lyfe! but ironically, i find it nice. HAHA!

you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me
a light in the dark shining your love into my life
you've been my inspiration
through the lies, you were the truth
my world is a better place because of you.

2006-09-03T21:41:00.000-07:00

im going to mug again. later with LP. actually yesterday, i did mug. but i think its more efficient if the maths pro is with me. haha. LP lex arh. maths! hahaa. have i said before that i <3 maths? =D ironically, i do. HAHA. wtv.

&im chatting with kadri now. big HAHA. (: heehhehe!

seriously, i've got nothing else to write. (:

sometimes i imagine the world without you
but most time i'm just so happy that i ever found you
its a complicated web
that you weave inside my head
so much pleasure with such pain
we always,
always stay the same

i'm feeling the way you cross my mind
and you save me in the knick of time
i'm riding the highs
i'm digging the lows
cuz at least i feel alive
i never faced so many emotional days
but my life is good
i'm feeling you (:

2006-09-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

AIN: hey! hello. thanks! =D all the best for ur end-of-years okay! must go up to 4e2 okay! haha. & i missed you too! =D

LIPING: haha! that time,i think only u realise i said that. haha!

2 SEPTEMBER.

my condolences to her. when i received the msg. i stone. yes. i just stone for 1 or 2 whole minute. and another msg came. the same msg. i stone again! goodness. seriously, i dno how to react. yeapp. i agree with liping. (refer to her blog) i hope she wont give up. hope she'll stay strong lyk always. i hope to visit her soon. send my love.

okay. gtta study. maths&chem. haha. all the best.

tillthen.(:

we've seen our share of ups and downs.
oh, how quickly life can turn around,
in an instant.
it feels so good to reunite,
within yourself and within your mind.
let's find peace there

2006-08-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY.

haha. once again,im here. (: take this oppurtunity to thank my chers.

msLEE - maths&form teacher.
thanks for taking the extra mile to teach me maths. (: i greatly appreciate it. really. i'll work harder to make you proud. =D

mrASMADI - malay.
thanks for the fun& knowlegde that u'd given me! haha. i greatly appreciate it. =D

mrKU - principles of accounts.
cher! thanks for not giving up on us eh. everytime make u disappointed. =x everytime motivate us&remind us about our future. thanks loads. i greatly appreciate the lessons taught. =D

msER - physics.
thanks for the extra mile that u've made to make me understand physics. including the evening clinic. understand more things now. haha. i greatly appreciate it. =D

mrNG - chemistry.
thanks for teaching us& nt giving up on us. even tho the class,forever noisy. =D i greatly appreaciate it.

mrCONCEICOU - english language.
thanks for giving us practise alot of compre passages! haha. i noe its good for us. i greatly appreciate it. also,thanks for the sweeets!! =D

mrsTAM - social studies.
haha. thanks cher. u've given ss an interesting subject to study! =D i greatly appreciate it. =D

msWONG - history.
cher! thanks for being so patient with us. i'll learn the gorbachev essay! wont disappoint you. haha. =D ur patience are greatly appreciated. =D

msKHOO - food&nutrition.
thanks for believing in me. haha. even tho yesterday i forgot that gelatinisation is on starch lyk flour not on proteins lyk eggs. =x ur greatly appreciated. =D

going out study with LP later.(:
till then.

they dont happen when you ask
and its easy to give in to your fears
but when youre blinded by the pain
cant see your way safe through the rain
though all is still resilient voice
love is all we need
there can be miracles
when you believe

i miss playing this song when i was still in band. (:

2006-08-31T07:29:00.000-07:00

HUI HONG: yoz back! haha. thanks arh. LOVEYOU too babe!

FIFAH: haha. dots. chocolates' nice. now then realise arh? ALAMAK..........

HUIHONG: haha. i was bored lah. and u guys came. so, crap arhh. haha! i had fun tho! haha! you stay pretty too okay! my girl?! whoah. honoured mann. haha. =D yeapp. seeyou around! tkcr! =D <33

LP: lol. yesterday busy lah. ish. u make me sound lyk a bad girl. =x HAHA. i feel lyk a bad girl nw. -_-

PRISCILLA: haha! okay okay. =D lex arh. updating alrd. =D you tkcr okay. get well soon!

31 AUG

went to school. walked in the RAIN!!! whoo hooo! =D went to f&n. had to present my pathetic ans for FYS infront of class. ish. haha. but nt bad okay. had social studies. haha. very funny. i dno. smth funny happen. but i didnt quite remember wad. recess, principal sponsor! whoah. chicken rice. sedap sio! =D then, mrLIM told kiran;jolyna that we're gonna have prom nite after olevels. whoah? then went to hall. principal talk. haha. then proceed to ava. got motivational talk. DANNY came. whoah. sublimate awhile. =D

went to class outing. SGpost KFC. haha. funny siah. =D had fun.

reading huizi blog. stated that Nlevel is lyk next week. NEXT WEEK?!!! omg. omg! kay. i better stop being shock and start bucking up.! cos it means that Olevel is lyk...... 1 month plus away.!! urghhh~ kay. lets stay motivated & look at the brighter side. =)

tml is TEACHER'S DAY!
whoah. and during assembly, my msg get read out. i forgot wad i wrote. didnt noe it would be read out lah! haha. but its okay. i wna thank all the chers that had taught me. i greatly appreciate the knowledge that u'd given me! thanks! =D

till then(:
fly me to the moon,
and let me play around the stars..

2006-08-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

LP: haha. okay lah okay lah. nvr say im gonna die soon.

27AUG.

study. study. study. mug mug.!

LALALA.

till then.!

2006-08-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

ARUL: haha food works, smth some particular food nt there. if u're modifying, see the nutrients content. if too much, change change lor. haha. diff. to describe lah. (:

LP: yalor yalor. eh!! ni na li bu shuang.? haha. joking arh. =D yes. happy. durian somemore.! hahaa. mine gt the fruit inside. but dno whether that one is the fruit or the ice-cream went bad. =P haha. told u. i update aBIT only.

26AUG.

yesterday is the social studies prelims.! =D the cartoon is very funny. i read it lyk over and over again to make myself happy. haha. cartoon wad.! today have lesson. phy. then stayed back awhile to do maths with emily. haha. after studying, we thank the table, chair, wind, sun, for making the environment condusive for us to study. and uncle rahmat for nt closing the school gate. or else, we'll have to climb over the gate. ey,quite fun arh. haha. (:

and i went home. i went online.! lyk duh ryt. haha. nothing to update lah. unlike that liping. ish. hahah. ohya. this week, four times late. can guess how many times i and liping run the parade square. lucky friday msLEE told the councillor that we got prelims. haha. we're off. THANKS.(:

till then.
when all u've gt is keep it strong, move along move along lyk i noe u do.
and even when ur hope is gone, move along move along just to make it thru.
when everything is wrong, we move along
move along. (:

2006-08-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

CHITRA: yes.! i hope to meet you soon.! =D mwacks.! <3
LIPING: ee. liping miss chitra. nvr miss me. :( hahahhaa.
ARUL: haha. thanks.! eh. paiseh man. only see the coursework marks kay. if she show the theory marks, don see. =D haha. any help, just ask me. i'll try to help kay. =D

20 AUG

went to cousin wedding. (: whoah. so grand.! his wife so pretty. haha. nt bad nt bad.! had fun.

chatting with kadri! (:

19AUG

had lessons in the morning. went to eat with px&em. super fun,i tell you. hahahah. gad a great day.

*we can contact alrd. (: can sleep peacefully! haha.

LA LA LA LA ~

2006-08-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

CHITRA: ehh. thankyou.! hahah. no need lah babe. (: save ur money for other things. EH. i missyou seh. hahahahahah.!

LP: haha. jealous arh. hahahaaa.. poor thing.

17AUG

HAPPY 16TH B'DAE TO CHAM LI PING.!!!!
all the best to *you and nor okay.
hahaha.

F&N for 4periods. get a2 for courseworks. gd. now work on theory. urgg..

social studies. haha. mrsTam went to interview. the class.? standard arh. but fun lah. talk here talk there.

recess.

mothertongue. went to library. saw 2E2. crap with shahizan and his frens.!!! ahhaha. very fun.! crap lyk CRAZIEEE. =D

POA. mrKu went reservist. msKhoo took us. went inside F&N kitchen. haha. see sakun&leo debating. haha. funny.

went to celebrate liping's b'dae. in canteen. enjoyable. (: hahhaha. everyone have fun.!~

watch idol. goodness man.! mathilda?! she can sing! wad abt the rest who cant. lyk URGHH.? if hady or jonathan out. i no comments sehh. he's damn cool lah. and most of all, he can SING. SING ppl. (: freak sehh.

chatting with kadri.! hahaha. =D feel the happiness.~

18AUG.

la la la. dno wads in store. but, wad the heck. im gna have fun.~ (:

2006-08-14T08:27:00.000-07:00

LIPING: ey,sorry arh girl. haha. whoah so sad i leave you arh. =D so did you enjoy your feast at pizza hut.?
KIRAN: eh. you were suppose to be helping me to write those question eh.! that cher lah. ask me copy. haha. yeahh. only the first question and you screwed up.! yes! i feel lyk jumping with joy.!
FIFAH: we're together.? really.? since when? gerald noe about this.? kadri wont be too happy hearing this news. ish.! haha.! jk! yes. yes. (: persevere together dudette.!

14 AUG

HAPPY 16TH B'DAE EMILY KOH HUI MIN!

life's been great. i guess. today was okay. i was high on sugar today. thanks to nicholas for bringing in mentos and skittles to school.

and i made a choice to love maths(:
whoohoo. maths is so exciting&fun.!
haha. hope i didnt sound too.. spastic.
was just trying to reassure myself,you noe.

tml is my english Olevel oral. freaky. since i heard the conversation questions are beyond my league. damn..! i just wn to get this over with.

^{i dont have to care too much anymore. its time to move on. (: i think i care too much. i forgot that i've got my own life to worry about.}

till then.

2006-08-12T21:23:00.000-07:00

LIPING: haha. mayb? dno lah eh. you too okay.! must jiayou together.! =D

13 AUG
i didnt noe my cousin msged me thru friendster. and damn. wad a waste. wtv. im just happy she remembered me. haha.! talked to dris. didnt noe things will go lyk this. hope tml we gt to settle it. =x and i better stop feeling guilty again. freak. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

12 AUG
at first, i was pissed. for no reason. i better start to control my emotion. then, i felt guilty for leaving them. it was very selfish of me. and hais...
talked to irdak at night. slept peacefully.

2006-08-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

11 AUG

happy 11months. (: haha.

i cant sleep yesterday. freakingly i cant. and by the tyme i went to sleep, it was abt tyme to wake up. damn. i was so sleepy.

mrKU didnt come today. lucky for me. cos i wont be able to concentrate at all. i was yawning all the way okay. wasnt a pretty sight. haha..!! even in english. i was bored all the way. and during history. my nerve system gone bonkers.

PE. dance the aces day thingy. half way saw mrASMADI. damn. my nerve system went bonkers AGAIN. im freakingly scared. then mrSEAH divided us by our languages. me ; fifah hold hands. haha. nyce feeling. ehh. don think wrongly OKAY. haha. cher start by 5N then 4E3 followed by 4E2 and 4E1. i was so freaked out when cecilia cried continously. i noe i'll be dead any minute seh.

i get an A2.~! hahaha. freak. i noe. and i cant stop shedding tears. DOTS. freak seh. haha. i thank god and thank everyone.!! esp fifah and liping. always there for me. MWACKS loveyou.! and not forgeting IRDAK*. =D

recess tyme:

cikgu: hey, u okay.?
me: haha. okay okay.
cikgu: are u still shock?
me: hahaha! yah.
liping: why you cry? (asking me)
cikgu: no lah. tears of joy.
me: hahaha.!! -_-

after recess. damn. yesterday didnt study for physics. my mind was too occupied with wads gna happen today that i didn study. and i freakingly noe i didnt do well. ish.

OKAY,i didnt noe why i cried. lyk freak only. but dno lah. lyk i get wad i wanted. plus scared. smthing lyk SYF. we get silver but everyone cried. smth lyk hardwork paid off. arghhhh.

after sch gt F&N. msKHOO tell us marks for coursework A. and i get an A2. haha. but i still had to work on E&I. damn.? again.? kay kay. anything for F&N. haha. gee. i sounded lyk i really lyk that subject. ahya. wad to do. my theory confirm sucks. so, i need that coursework marks.

tml im going section outing with my section.! lyk YEAH! haha. =D im so happy.

IRDAK.
hey. happy 11th huh. haha. =D thanks for being there for me babe.! =]

2006-08-09T21:20:00.000-07:00

LIPING: haha. yah. u wn me continue arh. haha. so, ur show finish alrd.! =D i bet now, u've gt nothing to do. HAHAHA.!

HUIHONG: haha. tkcr too.! hearts u too. seeyou. stay happy okay.! =D

ZANA: ehh. when u change name seh. DRISTEE. haha. mwacks back. better than urs. dristee ass. ish. haha.

10 AUG

i woke up and remembered that tml. yes, tml. i'll be getting my mt olevel result. lyk wth. can assure you. i wont have a gd day today. i'll be thinking of the results until tml. ISH. went online. and it was full of love. haha. dristee told me that she loved me.! =D

dristee: HIE! my dearest senior! i love eu loads!
me: eh! hello heloo. =D i love you too babe.!

and she had to tease me about irdak. ISH. now i miss my section. alot alot. (:

9 AUG

HAPPY 41th B'DAE SINGAPORE.!

actually going out with parents. but brother didnt go. then i made a choice nt to go either. haha,.! =D so i slacked. mother brought home lunch and went off with father. they went out with my grandmother. aunt. and niece. and nephew. (: i ate half of the lunch. cos im so full. mayb can save for dinner. haha. watched the NDP parade. haha. sublimated when i saw the guard of honour coming in. SO COOL YET SMART. ahha. damn. haha. then i saw my OBS fren on teevee. so cool. kinda miss them. five days together. thru storms and all. hahas. then i saw fireworks.! kadri msg.(: swit man. haha. kembang skjp. =P watched bad boys2. kinda nice. preparing to sleep. kadri msg.(: slept peacefully.

8 AUG

went to class outing. [ aqidah. liping. shakthi. chanel. anna. xiuying. priscilla. silvia. jolyna(chairman). meera. peixuan. jaya. saraswati. leslie. shaun. kiran(vice-chairman). zhemin. khim(other class.) ryan. charlotte. ]

damn leceh for some reason. haha. but its alrights. (: thanks to shakthi for accompanying me. took photos. most of it shld be zhemin and kiran lah. our vice-chariman(kiran) so act seh. punch his face. hahaha.! went to arcade. play play. and kiran;zhemin;shaun was disrupting us from playing. ish. haha. no sweat. we did the same to them. (: haha.! then got fireworks. took a video. inside gt anna screaming 'WHOAH.' all the way. -_- hahah. overall its okay lah. until shakthi told me her experience with G*OST on the way home. haha. had to hold her little finger. then liping walk with us. talking to her NORVIN arh. haha. then silvia HAD to remind me of poa hmwk. ISH!

by the tyme reach hougang station is about 2330. lucky there's still a bus. reach home at midnight. =D kadri msg.(: slept peacefully. haha.

i would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
LIFEHOUSE- BLIND.

2006-08-07T21:18:00.000-07:00

LIPING: haha. yaya. and liping likes to watch show. until nvr sleep. ish. (: hahaa. OH ya. kakit. i didnt noe. later free then change skin. haha

8 AUG

commendation day. (: thankyou to dristee. going to class outing later in the afternoon. for steamboat. short entry. nothing much happen.

chatting with kadri(:

2006-08-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

5 AUG.

went to school early. to practise. saw pei er, chatted while walking. haha. and i have this freaking voice. not sexy at all. HAHA. practise with fifah the fanfare. then shahizan came. practise together. mr aw came. liping and aryanti came. french horn and trombone play together. (: went inside band room. combine practise. tick the check list. smth happen. she is soooo NOT caring. ish. nemind. saw alif boarding the instrument truck. tease him. haha. hey, i everytime sit on that truck. now he's the QM. his turn lah. fifa went bonkers in the bus.

practise there. saw our NPCC boys. 1 fanfare change to 2 fanfares. saw indian dance. ANGKLUNG members from macpherson. (nurul relax okay. hehe). ate dinner. event start. saw dikir barat boys. (nurul. relax arh.) fire dancing girl (shahizan.!! goodness) and belly dancers.(shahizan!!! goodness. control.) played our piece. finish. wnt inside a room. had a lot of fun there.! =D brass against woodwinds and percussion.! damnit fun. (:

continue in bus. NPCC boys inside with us. now band against NPCC. hahas. very fun. wth. but fun ended when reach school. alif reach school first. haha. i'll consider calling him the truck guy. haha. on the way to bustop. saw GERALD. omg. everyone was lyk 'WHOOOOOOOOOOO'. haha. riot for awhile. fifah now gt the 'happiness face'. went to have dinner with fifah, liping and aryanti. gerald had to go his dad's company dinner. kadri msg. =D

took 101 with liping and fifah. wait with fifah for her 156 to come. went home. reach home at 11:45pm. bathe, etc... kadri msg. =D went to sleep peacefully.

6 AUg.

(: slack whole day. thankyou.

essential and appealed,
carry all your thoughts across an open field,
when flowers gaze at you.
they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you.
( augustana-BOSTON)

2006-08-04T07:40:00.000-07:00

4 aug.

today.
poa. eng. history. softball at PE. physics. f&n class. band practise. hafiz performing. national day parade. ulcer(sucks. seriously). cough. sore throat. with section again. (: help huizi with d&t stuff. home. teevee. online. flu. freakingly bored. chat with chitra. =D

tml.
band from 1330-2130pm. (: all the best.

qido.`

and i'd give up forever to touch you
cos i know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i dont want to go home right now

and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
cos sooner or later its over
i just dont want to miss you tonight

and i dont want the world to see me
cos i dont think that they'd understand
when everythings made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am

and you cant fight the tears that aint coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know youre alive
[iris- goo goo dolls.]

2006-08-03T08:07:00.000-07:00

XIUYING: hahhahas. abit. ehh.!!!!!!!!!! =D
KADRI: err. hahahas. hehe.!! busy girl lah. cant blame ryt. =D hahas.
SHAUN: thanks thanks.! ahhas. happy. very happy.! =D

3 AUGUST.

happy 16th b'dae to sangam.! =D
long tyme didnt see him online. hope he's fine there in nepal. (:

things been fine in school. today got poa test. everyone was practically dying. including me. haha. and mrs koh had to wake me up. ish. hahahs.

tml i've gt band prac. cos saturday performing at geylang smth. and mr GOH Chock Tong would be there. ish. kinda weird lah. cos long tyme didnt practise. and i didnt get the notes clear. and im playing 3rd.!!!!! =D yeeeha.! eh. my dream is to play bass trombone okay. 3rd trombone is smwhat near. been playing 2nd lyke all my life. and 1st for some period of time. but i still prefer low stuff. kinda cool. i think i lyk rhythm better than melody. ahhahha.! =D but. wtv. cant wait to perform with my fellow section.!!!!!! and shahizan say i come band talk alot. very kecoh. ehh not my fault okay. i miss playing tbone and my section.!!! =D

tml got f&n. ish. -_-

till then.

aqido`. =D

2006-07-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

joanna: hey hey. hello jojo.!

29JULY.

it was fun. haha. beyond words okay. hahahaahhahas.

31JULY.

school starts. sch ends. priscilla is complaining that i have the 'happiness face'. ehh nt my fault ryt. hahahs. then gt english till 5pm. i become fortune teller for some peeps. ERHEM. zhemin one is soo... exact. haha. class ended. went home with anna. played games. eg. the topic is animal. then anna said dog. i would then have to say the name of an animal starting with the letter 'G'. then it goes on.. till we both cant think of an animal name which starts with the letter 'N'. then we go on to food. fruits. bla bla. hahaha. =D

thats all then. i wrote this post for lyk an hour. and i cant think of anything to write. ahahhs. =D

aqido.
llallalallla....~!!!!

2006-07-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

AEEYN: ehh. thanks eh. you study too kay. so sec4 nt so rushy. =D hehe.! all the best.!
CHANEL: hello and bye BACK.! hahahs.
PRISCILLA: you nvr feed me. =x sssssssTEP siah.
NURUL: ehhahahas. sweet eh.? aku pe. eee.! who wna be boy eh. being girl is cool.! hahah. aku girl kau dah terkembang2 jugak pe. hehe.
FIFAH: ape seh. hahaha. cam gile jekk.! ahhahahas.
KADRI: hehe. i've got a reason you noe for nt updating. haha. mine is not called lazy. mine is called... BUSY. haha. =D
GWEN: heys.! yalah. long tyme did chat. hehe. update le. neways, congrats on becoming asst. band major.
IAZ: err. nope.?
ASMAH: hahah. yah he did. hehehhe. =D
LP: alamak. i miss you too.! haha. but we everyday see each other in class eh. still miss me.! haha. im touched.
LIYANA: ehh.!!! HELLO.! shock sehh. u still rmbr me.!!!! my best bud in primary school. haha. bagus jgk kau kasi no. i tot u still use the old one seh. =D ehh. i miss you babe.!

yeah.! my com is back. yes. it went bonkers few weeks ago. =D i cant rmbr all the stuff that happen the past weeks. wth. haha.

21JULY.
band investitutre. okay. my attire was corrupted all the way. sorry eh. cant help it wad. i was doing my maths test in d&t room. 1515 still doing the test. then investiture starts at 1530. no tyme to wear my uniform properly. ryt liping.? both of us lyk.. come from where only. ish. haha. but photo taking with my fellow section is damn fun.~! gee. i really love them ehh. congrats to alif ehh for becoming the QM. =D fun to disturb seh. i'll say:

ALIF.!! ha ha ha.!

only he'll understand wads with the sacarstic laugh. hehe. kay lah. all the best okay.! don say i very mean arh.

tml is f&N practical for coursework B.! yeah. im doing with beautiful rachel. =D yeah.! ryan.? too bad. lend ur girl for few hours.
till then.(:

aqidah`

heaven's gates wont open up for me
with these broken wings im fallin'
and all i see is you
these city walls ain't got no love for me
im on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please im callin'
and all i need from you
hurry i'm fallin'.

2006-07-02T22:19:00.000-07:00

PRISCILLA: LOL !!! back. =D

3JULY.

no school.! yes. yes. yes.! just found out my file is left in school. dots... got maths hmwk inside. damnit. and other wksht. that i cant seem to rmbr. OH.! ss wksht. lol. hope no one take arh. but who will take seh. haha.

going out with mother.! hmm. rest of the day, slack. eat. and more slacking. im chatting with this flute guy who usually come and help the band. very nice to crap with. hahahhhaa.!

im HUNGRY. feeeeeed me. hahha. =D pervertic. i noe.

aqidah`

2006-07-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

KADRI: hahhaa. =D HELLLOOOOOO.!
PRISCILLA: hey. wad smile smile arh. hahah. step siah. hahah. (:

1JULY.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY.! hahaha. went to SYF. all bands did a great job. was sad for bowen. =( but, i noe they wont give up lahhs. hahas. =D mrLIM was great. he sat beside me and tell everything about band formation.. bla bla. wow! he's one great HOD of PE. really. v.supporting. went to eat with mummy. its about 10pm++ when i strike. i was BORED lah waiting for 101.

me: if i die before i wake.... (monotone.)
fifah: (walk away from me. and stare).
me: hahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahaha.
fifah: help. kawan aku dah sewel. (means my friend's gone bonkers.)
me: ahhahahahahaha. hey, its a song.
fifah: dah start dah. pukul 10. (my craziness starts at 10pm)
me: ahahahahhaha.!!!!! =D

at nite, mummy msged me.

fifah: BOO! msging ~~him~~?
me: smelly pantat.! custard. (i've decided to say custard instead of busted. haha. it sounded less vulgar.) if i die, before i wake... haha. you have fun msging ur gerald then.! so long&gdnite.
fifah: according to the results of IMH. your condition had gone worst. please search for HELP. (:
me. hahahahhahaahhahahahahahaha. LOL.

2JUNE.

i woke up at 1pm. my whole family was v.kecoh kay. at around 11+ everyone took turn to remind me that im a girl and should wake up early. LOL. ape sey. lucky my ear got earpiece. i just on radio on my phone. hahah. continue sleeping. until 1++ they kecoh again. decided to just wake up lah. LOL.
tml no school.! yes. yes. yes! =D

aqidah`

2006-06-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

LP: lex arh. must think of wad to write. then need to scan UR stuff. multi-task.!!

30JUNE.

erm, today kay lahs. nth much happen. only at the end of the day, got F&N lesson til 5:30 liddat. hmm. not vdry lesson.starting me ; sakun kept on singing 'untitled by SIMPLE PLAN.!' haha. she loved that song. kay. wtv. we got chargers for our laptop. sakun sat on my left. ryan on my right. im the middle-WOMAN. haha. then sakun wna act that her charger is HOTTER than ours. then she sang,,

sakun: 'dont you wish your CHARGER was hot lyke mine.'
ryan: dont you wish your BOYFRIEND was hot lyk me.
me: -_-. help.

den we're busy finishing up our coursework. thanks to ryan's iPOD im not bored. the songs all nice arh. nt bad. nt bad. =D then sakun strike AGAIN.!

sakun: this is depressing.!
me: -_- LOL sakun.
ryan: [busy listening to iPOD.]
(sakun started doing smth. i thnk, she's dancing. haha. thats wad she said it was.)
ryan: whoah. i cant wait till ur 18yrs old. then you'll dance liddat when you're clubbing. hahahhaha. (imitating sakun's dance.)
me: hhaha. busted siah. =D

went home, saw band members going home. (: dristee borrowed home instrument. my instrument. kay. ex-instrument. haha. i look after it while she went to the toilet. haha. v.nyce to touch it again,! i sound pervertic, but hey. its my baby. =D my name is still on it. =D urgh.

went home with afifah ; chloe!!!!! (hehe. miss her seh. ex-band major last yr. talked about her lyf in JC all. whoah.) and sakun. fifah told me about her family lyfe. haha. quite funny.

overall, i enjoyed my day. esp PE tyme. i've achieve gold for NAPFA test. i was deprive of running cos late for PE. then can guide ppl who failed 2.4. volunteered. haha. help feisay! yeah! haha. lp ; anna ; chanel too. took turns to run with her. haha. fun seh. at least can run. holiday, i've been putting on excessive weight. =D

aqidah`.

2006-06-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

LP: wad ur laksa shop. its not lorr. hahhaha. (: but poor thing eh. dono wad happen to that stall.
FIFAH: hahaha. ape sey baybey. yah! u sound vpervertic. have you fallen for me.? yeah! hahha. yalah. but, ape nk buat. (:
PRISCILLA: haha. welcums!! step sehh!!! =D
NURUL: i worry cos i've put alot of faith on HER. good to hear that she's back. hahha. yeapp. her fren, very logical ehh. *erhem*. haha. well, its true wad girl, when u angry, anything could be said. after u've calmed down. u'll confirm 100% regret. erm, thats how it is for me arh. i'lll feel guilty sey. hahah. WELCUMS. =D yes. i believe, she's always been strong. juniors vcaring wad. i love HER juniors. i miss them loads! so, i hope SHE will always stay strong. just lyke i've known her from sec1. i hope she won let anyone bring her down. cos she got her own lyf too. (:

29JUNE.

MT ORAL. wth. i dono. but i talked ALOT. and its damnit alot. 3 ppl were waiting behind me. ugrh. just hope, everything makes sense lah. then went to maths s3p. everyday go home at 5pm. LOL. lucky mdm neo bring food.! im alive! hahaha.

before that vfunny arh. shakti lah. hahaha.! laugh all the way from toilet to classroom. haha.

27JUNE.

CHAM LIPING. busted siah. i noe i nvr wear specs lah. you no need cheat me of the bus no. what. hahha. ahya. my son.in.law better nvr laugh at me. not so bad as you. hmph. hahhaha! make me paiseh only. nxt tym, i don trust ur eyes kay. hahahahha.

physics lesson fun. we spent asking ppl they how much one day. LOL. liping, u cost 8,7,6 ryt. all depends siah. LOL. kirannn only 5 bucks. cheap siah that guy. shyaq says he one day 50bucks. LOL.!!!

tml would be having f&n till 4:30pm. damnit. grrr.

aqidah`.

2006-06-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

LP: mono lyke craziieeeeeeee! i wna learn!

26JUNE.

get back report bk. it was okay. i improved.! now. im aiming for block test 4 and prelims!!!!
things were'nt going so right. i cant concentrate to memorise my history block test. so, i decided to blog.

i felt useless cos i cant help. i think i care too much.. but.. really lahh. who'll hv guessed it'll go this way right? but, WTH seh. haiyo! must i gv the definition of childish?! COME ON SEY. YOUNG ADULT ALRD. SHOULD NOE HOW TO TYNK RIGHT. neways, she've got no proof. how far can she go? really wna help, but i dno any fact or wad. i can only ask her to calm down before she do anything. DAMNIT seyy. WTH. this is v.depressing..!

went to see sectionals just now. sec1s improving. (: only high notes lah. JIAYOU man. surely can make it. i miss those happy tymes. not everything goes as wad we wanted right? gurl, come back. they need you. the truth will be out kay. don worry. i'll pray for you.

god bless.

aqidah`
laugh all the worries away. i still need to get thru this block test. get on with my lyfe back.
urgh. promised myself to be happy always. & i will. (: